Don't hurt yourself...
Please...
I got up from my nap just to realize it's already 3 a.m. in the morning . Why did Amayraa' just let me sleep this long . Why didn't she woke me up or something .
"Haih...my second day in UK"
I turn on my phone and checked if any messages came in . There's one . From Daniel . Hmmmmppphhhh .
"Im gonna ignore it ! . He deserve it ."
I close my phone . But . What if he needed my help . What if my parents force him to do something out of mind .
"Haishh....this guy is really something"
The message
Hey Iffah , I know this is weird....but . Let me explain .. ..
I close the message . Not wanting to hear his explanation .
"Let me go to the living room"
When I walked to the living room . I saw Amayraa' were sleeping on the couch with work uniform . Seems like she got work to do yesterday . But still have time to take me . What a caring-cold hearted friend .
"Hey...wake up . Go shower then sleep"
I tried to wake her up .
She didn't move .
"Hey...Im calling you . Wake up ! . Then I call your enemy then"
"Huh ! ... No !"
She jolt awake . Hahahaha
"You scared ?"
"No ! . He just gonna gave me a mid finger"
She sit back with a sleepy face .
"Go change and sleep on bed"
"Im tired to do that"
"Then just go to bed . Don't sleep on the couch . Your back will hurt ."
"No . And I don't care ! . Let me sleep"
She sleep with a forceful face . Then she said .
"Why didn't you sleep ?"
"Just for fun . I already got enough ."
"Great-t"
Then she back to sleep mode .
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3 a.m. in Shanghai , China
"Haiiihhh . Why did she left me on read ? . Is she still mad ."
The message
Hey answer me .....
....
Please..... just a freaking one word
Sleep Xun !
Thanks ! Atleast much better
two words .
Son of a b
Don't . call . my . mom . B .
I drown your face in the
washing machine !
Don't care
I make you care !
By what ?
Search for you and drown
you in tea !
Do it then . You don't know
where I am
Well... I search for you !
You will not find me .
I stopped working in Seoul .
I changed to L.A
What ? ... Hell nah...
you lied right ?
It's true
Don't worry...I know why .
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The message end just like that . Not a single goodbye . I lied . Yes . I lied to him . I didn't change to L.A . I had a job here . The conference just to blind everyone . Hahahhahaha . Iffah has died . She lied to herself . Elyana here .
"Damn . Im bad . But it's okay fake it till you make it man !"
I smiled to myself . No longer Iffah . The kind , gentle and a funny person . Now let me takeover . She humiliate us by being a kind lady who used by everyone . The one that she love . Huh . That things never happen to us . No one will love a mentally sick women like us . She just to naive to think that someone gonna love us .
"Arrhhghggh'
I hold my head . What is this . Aaahhh . Someone ..... .
My vision went blank .
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I saw Iffah body lying on the ground . Messy and tired with a circle eye and pale lip .
"Hey ! Iffah . Wake up . It's 8 a.m. in the morning ."
No response . One thing . 911 .
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"Miss ? . Can you hear my voice ? . Please response ."
I heard a nurse voice . But I ...... .
"Aaaahhhhhhhhh . Leave ! . No one ....."
The nurse injected the tranquilizer
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I woke up . Feeling heavy . What had happen .
"Hey . You wake up"
I opened my eyes . Saw that Amayraa' was sitting besides my bed . Looking at me with a questionable eyes .
"What had happened ?"
I hold my head .
"I don't know . You scream and faint"
"That's something new"
"Really .... You should be careful . Anyways I already inform your family . They said they are at the airport ."
"Huh ? . Really why ? ."
"They wanna see you . Don't worry . Everythings gonna be fine . They already took a sample of your blood . Still waiting for the result ."
She explained .
"Actually why did you faint ? . You already had enough sleep . You eat a lot . What happen ? . Did anything disturb your mind ?"
She asked worrying .
"Maybe I'm tired . I got into a serious argument with my fam . Maybe that's why ..."
"Don't do that"
She said .
"I know . But there are some misunderstanding . They don't believe me !"
"Try to explain everything to them"
"I did"
At the same time my other self take-over .
"It's better to die"
"Hey what are you talking about ! . Stop , you still need to live ."
She said .
"Hah . Live in suffering sound so much better . As long as I still can fight I will fight ."
To be continue...
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My Chamomile
General Fiction"you cure my sleepless night" "from now on I will call you chamomile" Recommended age : 15 and above A credit to : irl member subahat (dinorawr)<not real name
