𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝; 𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐚

𝐥𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐥: 𝟕𝟕𝟕

Huh?

....

I fell asleep again?

Wait...I feel warm, way too warm as if...someone else is sleeping beside
me- I almost jolt as memories flood back, my face flushing red as I turned to get a look.

Yamada was still fast asleep, holding me close as if I'll disappear before he wakes up. I didn't know how to act if he is up, though running away is not something I'll be doing.

I shift in his grip, brushing my fingers against his bangs to push them aside. He's so pretty....did all of that....just happen?

And did he mean it? That he is mine?

I love him so much, but it's scary how far we've come. He wouldn't look back at me once upon a time, but now....we're laying tangled in my sheets.

Where will this lead us?

"..morning.. "

I blinked, lips spreading into a smile as I saw how his cheeks have flushed pink slightly. I snuggled closer, " Morning? It's way past lunch, Akito. "

" Mhm...then afternoon. "

I chuckle softly, gasping slightly as I felt him move me so easily, I then felt his lips on my neck. " Can you move? Should I talk you to the bathroom? "

" I..." I sighed, " I want to stay like this a little more. "

" Yes, but after that. "

Embarrassed, I ducked my head.. " I'm not sure...this is my first time. "

" It's not as if I'm experienced. " he mumbled in my ear, his teeth tugging at my earlobe, " I'll carry you to the bathroom, come on. "

" Okay. "

" Wait here. "

I blink as he got up, heading towards the bathroom as he brushed his hair back, I blushed, he was still shirtless.

I looked at the bra I had pulled on fumbling about after everything, so I was...just in my...underwear and bra. I cringed, snatching my shirt from the ground and pulling it on.

He's right, I can't move much.

I blushed further, he definitely knew what he was doing. Again, this isn't fair. I laid back down, snuggling into the blanket.

I would have dozed off again if it weren't for the warm touch on my forehead. I fluttered my eyes open,
" Oh..I dozed off again..."

I went to sit up, but Yamada moves faster. He picked me up right away, causing me to yelp and hold onto him,
" Do you need any help? "

" N-No, I'm fine. " I could tell my whole face was red, but damn him for being so cool about it, he was as nonchalant as ever. " Thanks. "

He nods, leaving me in the bathroom and coming back with a fresh pair of clothes, towel and undergarments.

I held back a scream when the door closed again, stripping and getting into the tub with a quiet groan.

Staring at the ceiling while my muscles relax, images from last night kept flashing across across mind.

So....whenever he pushed me away, it wasn't because he dislikes it. He was just hyperaware. I slump further, trying to stop blushing but it's impossible.

Once I'm done, the cramps feeling much better, I got out and got dressed, wondering if I should prepare a bathe for him too as I drain the tub.

" Akito? "

" Yeah? "

" Should I fill the tub for you? "

" Yes, thank you. "

I smiled, turning on the hot water tap before pulling on the shirt. As I dried my hair, I stated at the bruises on my neck, my eyes widening.

Damn it!

He's too good at this, I am seriously suspicious as to where he learnt all of this.

--

" That's not it. There was no signal on that on the cruise..and when I finally reached, you didn't reply. So I thought you were mad at me..."

I huffed, hiding my face in embarrassment. So he was away due to some game sponsorship and I was being an idiot again.

When he finally texted me back, I broke my phone and he misunderstood that I was mad and needed space.

I blink, a blush rising to my cheeks as I felt his chest vibrate, he laughed. I groaned, " Stop laughing at me! "

" I'm not. "

" Yes, you are! " I grumbled, moving as he gently pushed me away. But instead of meeting his gaze, I'm met with his lips on my neck, I gasped slightly at the suddenness, his teeth grazing against my skin.

" You should stop me," he whispered as he left a trail of kisses up my neck,
" because I can't do it myself. "

I sigh shakily, my eyes fluttering shut as I tip my head backwards, " Why? "

" Not..." He's kissing me again, leisurely, "...good for you if I keep going. "

He's pretty wild, I didn't expect this. I held in a smile, cupping his face as I kissed him back as an answer, my arms snaking around his neck as he pulled me on his lap.

" Okay. " I mumbled softly, grabbing his wrists to push it off of me, firmly but gently holding them aside as I kissed his cheek, " Is that better? "

His silence gives me the answer I craved for, causing me to grin as I plant my lips his jaw, my grip tightening as he went to move his hands, " You said to stop you, it's upto me how I do that. "

" Damn it. "

I smirked, though deep down wondering how I'm getting all this confidence. " Mhm? You don't like it? Should I move? "

" ....no."

" Don't move. "

I hummed, tugging at his shirt as I felt him still, I suppose I'm a little too assertive and comfortable, what can I say? His skin looked too...inviting.

I nibbled around, feeling triumphant as I felt his breath hitch when my lips land on a particular spot, so this is it.

" Akito~ you don't mind if I leave a mark or two, do you? "

The only answer I get is him gulping loudly, which made me chuckled as I gently bit into his skin, earning a groan by my ear, his head falling back.

" Thanks. " I got comfortable, soon enough leaving purple bruises on his neck and throat as if it were a canvas, while he remains there breathless and unmoving, only the sound of his groans filling the apartment.

" You can move now. " I grinned, stealing a kiss from his lips as I cupped his face, " That's payback for leaving so many bruises on my neck. "

" Fuck, you're wild when you're not
shy. " he grumbled against my mouth, his lips moving harsher than before and his tongue invading my mouth just like that.

I huffed out a laugh as he pushed me back, bodies pressed together while our lips fight for dominance.

I don't think we can keep hands off of each other.

I wonder if he knew, maybe that's why he was always so hyper aware of every little touch...

But I won't complain. I like this a little too much.

end.

just one more chapter...