YA HAYATI (MY LIFE)

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Its been 2 months since we have come in Turkey, so much has happened Adam stayed for few days so we went to visit some places in istandbul, is started taking my quran's tafseer classes along with hifdh, Ahhamdulillah my classes are going well, as they teach in english so there are people from all around the world, Malaysia, Germany, Syria and so many other's having friend's who are working on deen along you is a blessing, The teachers are also good, I have 2 days of tafseer class (quran's translation word by word) on monday And tuesday od 4 hours, and Wednesday and Thursday are my hifdh class days (Memorizing quran).  Amar was always at work, He had hired student's that work part time but he has an off on the sonday.

"Assalamuaikum partner, how are you" Saher said

"Im good Alhamdulillah what about you?" i asked

"Good, how's bhai and where is he?" 

"Hes fine too Alhamdulillah, work...where else can he be" i said in a sad voice because today was friday and i was missing him

"What about you,what were you doing,didn't you have college today?" i asked her

"Yh i only had a 2h lesson and i was going back home" she said showing me that shw was in the bus

"why do you look sad Sah(saher's nickname given by Fajr)? " i asked her because she was quite then before

"Bro i can't hide from you...your the only one who know's me the best"

"Partner tell me what happened"

"Mama..." "hmm?" "She's....has found a guy for me" 

"|That's a good news...but why are you sad about it" even if she had her nikab on i could see from her eyes that she wasn't happy

"Partner i don't want to get married to him...actually to no one other then Ad..."

she was going to say someone's name in anger but then she stopped when she realized about what she was saying "Yaaa ARE YOU SERIOUS? DO YOU LIKE ADAM? AMAR'S FRIEND ADAM?THE SAME GUY YOU HATED ?" i said getting up 

"Oyee i didn't even say anything...mu se nikal aya tha how can i even marry him tooba tooba" she said shaking her head "stop guessing people's name"

"My beautiful friend, rememeber i know you better then your own self" we talked a little until she reached home and she tried to convince me that there was so one who she liked, she tried to kill her feelings for him but when your heart likes someone then you also can't stop it. Few days ago Amar told me that Adam has liked Saher since he saw her at the wedding so it mean's my bff will be marrying my husband's bff haha, but before talking to Amar about this i need to confirm if is it really Adam who she like's and i know very well how to find that out.

I made biriyani today for the first time, but i asked my mum for every step because i didn't only know how to make but i also wanted to make it like my mum did because Amar still prasie's her food, my mum used to say that when i will get married  i will have one thing in my mind, and that was i will only do thing's that my husband or children's like, its a automatic feeling that comes in mind after getting married, before getting married i used to do everything the way  i wanted, The way i wanted to dress etc... now even when i do shopping i always say "will Amar like this on me", "Amar will love this outfit on me","I should cook this because Amar likes it" but Alhamdulillah it's a positive feeling. "ye sleeve less top pehna hue tumne " my mom said looking at me "maa haha im alone at home and also i live with my husband now" i said laughing at her reaction, she still wanted me to dress nice in shalwar kameez because that's how a husband want's to see his wife,but my husband was fine with me wearing comfortable outfits at home, "Mamaa im married since 3 months he's also tired to see me in heavy dresse's"  "okay but look at your hair, how messy they are the tomato on your head and also wear comfortable clothes but at least nice na beta" i laughed,"my mama lovess my bun haha, okay okay i will wear better clothe's nect time when i will call you thank you for helping now you can go for a walk and remeber to take your medicine's.

My Biriyani was ready and now was also Amar's time to arrive, i stood for 2h so i sat for a bit to relax, we had a mirror in the living room and i saw my self and laughed remembering my mom's word's, i had made a bun of my hair because it was getting hot, wore a black sleveless top with grey joggers, that's what i used to wear at home now because it's neither cold neither hot here, even though my brother and dad were mehram's for me i still couldn't dress like this in front, i heard the door bell ring i checked who it was first and it was Amar i opened the door he said Salam and immediately picked me up to give a hug "I missed you so much ya Amar" i said while my hand's were wrapped around his neck, "meri jaan " he said and gave me a kiss, i told him that i made biriyani for him "Hayatii biriyani takes so much time why did you make it alone, we could  have made it together" "haha i did get tired but just a little, now go get changed until i set the table" i said to him getting up from the high chair's and moving but he stopped me with my hand and bringed me to the couch with his one arm on my shoulder, he kneeled down and said "you made the mood now let me to other things" "am.." he told me to shush and went to change, he came back wearing a black top with black jogger's i laughed and said "hahha did you just copy my outfit" "nah i matched to yours, he put all the dishes and everything on the dining table perfectly he looked like my Pinterest version husband Alhamdulillah even if he was tired from work he still helped me at home.

"um, this biriyani taste's like just how your mom used to make it" Amar said taking a spoon             "haha i asked Mama for the recipe, but thank god it turned out good" i replied, "my Hayata you already do all the chores alone...just cook anything that is easier for you, i have never made biriyani but i know it's not easy and then it's so much hotter here" he said holding my hand with both of his hand and looking in my eyes  "Ya Amar, all the chores that i do, are to keep our house clean, and i want to cook good desi food for you so you don't miss home" i replied.

We had dinner and he started picking up the dishes but i helped him now even though he didn't want me to, "Habibi you can sit and get relaxed, your also tired nah" i said to Amar who wanted to the dishwashing now, i convinced him somehow but he patiently waited sitting on couch stairs until i finished dishwashing, "Ya Amar hahah were you starring me all this time" i said looking back when i realized he was there, he moved across to come to me and hugged me from the back, he started singing nasheed and moved my hair when they came on my face.

We went in our room, i had my head on his chest and one hand playing with his finger's while he moved his finger's on my arm, "Babe" "hmm..." "tomorrow were gonna go on a pic nic" i looked at him in curiosity "haha did you forget that you have work on Saturday" i said sitting up "i took a day off so i can spend more time with you" "Ya Amarr, haha so where are we gonna go?" were gonna go in a near by village but it's full of nature, let's get to sleep now because first we will go to get snacks from the store early in the morning and then we will leave for our pic nic" he gave me a kiss and i turned the light's off