YA HAYATI (MY LIFE)

11

Fajrs Pov;Everything happened in the morning which meant that I had to stay in this atmosphere the whole day,where ME and Amar were gonna have to face each other the whole day.Mustafa has already left,and today was also a very busy day as it was a hot day so we had lots of customer's today,Hassan And Amar were at the front meanwhile and Jannat we're at the back preparing the food.suddenly as I was going to put the cookies in the oven MY finger touched the oven and I burned just a little it wasn't much but Jannat started panicking so did her brother Amar.
Jannat:"Bhai bhai come here hurry up plss" said jannat while I was putting my finger under the cold water,and telling her that it doesn't even hurt
Amar:"What happened?"Amar came running
Jannat:"Fajr got hurt"
Fajr:"no no guys its not much at all I'm telling you"
Amar came near to me and holder my hand to see where I got hurt,and bringed me to sit down
Amar:"you should take care of yourself,actually I'm gonna take care of you now on"he said while bringing the first aid kit towards me
He sat on his knee and started applying the cream on my finger,I was just busy admiring his beauty,his hair were perfect,his hands Veins and seeing someone care for me made me feel special as he said that he wants to make me special.
Amar:"okay from now on you're gonna stay with me at the front!"
Fajr:"But Amar I work the best at the back,at baking and also then it's gonna be hard for Jannat to work there alone"Jannat could hear what I was saying so she shouted "to ye judwa kab kaam aegha?" She reoplied giggling about Hassan
Amar got up and was about to leave with a smile so I also got up,he stopped so I hit my for head to his chest "ouch"
Amar:"I'm sooo sorry are you okay" He was about to touch my for head,and I replied yh yh im alright you don't have to worry so much" I said laughing with him for the 1st time,so he also smiled
Amar:"um actually I wanted to ask you if I can send my parents to your house tomorrow,I have talked to Mustafa and he said that he will help to convince your parents" he said looking down
Fajr:"um...I..don't mind,I mean I'm fine with it"i was nervous as hell,so many proposals have came in this time from Pakistan and also from here but I  didn't want to get married yet.
Amar:" okay that's perfect and...Thank you." He looked at his watch and said that I can go now so I greeted Jannat who whispered in my eat "my bhai is not a bad guy at all" haha and I left.
I reached at home before I could even think about what happened today,Mustafa has already told my parents about Amar,my parents were sitting In the living room,so they called me to sit there with them there was also Mustafa sitting there,I wasn't nervous this as I knew what they wanted to ask me
Dad:"Beta Mustafa ne Hume bataye Amar ke bare me,or ye b ke uski family hummse milna chahte hai"(Mustafa has told us about amar,and that also that his family wants to meet us) Dad said IN a very polite tone
Mama:"islie hum puchna chahte ke tume koi aitraaz to nahi,abi tak tum sab rishtu ko na kehti ai ho ye kehke ke tumne abi prne"(So we wanted to ask you if you you're happy with it,all this time you've been saying no to all the proposals because you wanted to study yet"
Fajr:"J mama papa,aisa hi hai,me chahti hu ke app log eek bar Amar or uski family se mil le agr dono families ko koi aitraaz na hua to me or Amar b eek dusre bare mazeed janeghe,filhaal ap logo ko Amar milwana chahte hai"(yes mom dad,I want you guys to meet his family once and see if it goes well then me and Amar will like to talk in private to learn more about each other,Amar wants both family to just meet yet"
I reminded them again that Amars family is gonna come tomorrow,I don't know the time yet but Jannat told me she will let me know when they will go home,also I had off tomorrow and it was also my favourite day of the week Jummah,I went in my room got changed,had some food and it was maghrib,I finished praying and called Sehar who as always immediately picked up.
Saher:"Assalamualaikum warahmtullahi wabarakatuhu Partner"
F:"Walaikum assalam warahmtullahi wabarakatuhu partner,how are you?"
S:"well,'m good but why do you look soo happy today" she could see the happiness on my face as we were on video call
F:"well maybe something good has happened"
S:"Yoo,what am I missing out" she said being curious
F:"ill tell you about that,but tell me first have you seen Avins Nikkah picers" we had already talked to her on her big day but Today she texted us her photos that the photographer took
S:"Yessss,ma sha Allah they booth look so cute"
F:"They really do,may Allah blesses they're marriage and they always stay happy just the way they are in this photo" I said referring to the photo of Avin and our brother in law

S:"Ameen Ameen...um how can I forget"she said being acting like a grandma haha
"What's the reason of smiling today my friend"
F:I was looking at the moon and Said "Amar" without think what I said
S:"AMARRR" She said in the Pakistani accent haha ARE YOU SMILING BECAUSE OF AMAR
F:"i immediately realised what I said so I replied with the 1st thing that came in my mind."No no...um I mean...I was talking about the moon man,Amar means moon in Arabic I said even though I knew what her silent meant
S:"side side tarike bata,kia chalre"(tell me what's happening)
Well I told her everything that happened today,because with the eyes that she was looking at me..oh god....I finished telling and we stayed silent for a moment I was staring at her wondering about what was going in her mind while she was looking at me by making creepy eyes.
....S"Is that it or are you still hiding something"
I was going to answer to her until My mom came in the room to give me the cup of milk that I never want do drink,My mom and Saher greeted each other and then she left the room.
F:"yo,the way you changed your expression with my mom man..."
S:"Tell me I'd you're HIDING ANYTHING ELSE" she said again interrupting me
F:"Baba that was it,hor kia hona tha kia ye kaafi ni tha,meri jaga hoti tum to me puchti"(wasn't all this enough,i would have asked you if you were at my place)I said annoyingly,and taking a sip of the milk
S:started crying without a reason
F:"Oyeee,pagal tuje kia hore"(crazy what's happening to you)
S:"one of us got married and now you're about to get married"
F:"Excuse me,who said I'm getting married,and what about yourself ha you're also engaged"
S:"You wouldn't have said no....right?"
F:"You're crazy,how could I have replied him immediately I told that the families will meet and then I will tell him everything so he can see if he still wants to marry me" i said looking at the floor as I was nervous from inside
S:"BROOO,a guy did all of this putted all of his effort to decorate the table to just ask you to send the proposal at your place,I mean what else you want man,If my fiance would have done so much for me I would have said yes even without knowing his name" yh because you're crazy and I'm not I replied to her giggling
We talked a bit before we hung up the call as it was already isha.
I was brushing my hair and while looking at my self I thought to my self,that Amar didn't even look at me once,he doesn't now much about me,but still how could fall in love with me is this also called Falling in love blindly?I moved to my rooms window and Said his name Amar looking at the mirror,once his mother came at the Cafe and she called him Mere chaand,and she told me that his name also means moon.
Somewhere in me,I did have a feeling for him,as saher said how can someone put soo much effort to just ask the permission,he talked to my brother for the 1st time,he already talked to his parents,he decorated all by himself and my favourite part were his words,for the 1st time someone made me feel so spcial,I was going to sleep after reciting Surah mulk,until my eyes stopped on the bouquet that Amar has given to me today,I placed it on my side table so I can smell it when ever I want and I want to see then before going to sleep and after waking up in the morning so they can remind me of Amar.my eyes were closed but I still smiled remembering that he Called me "My Hayati" even though I don't know the meaning but I think it's something beautiful.