YA HAYATI (MY LIFE)

9

Jannat:"Bhai,what do you think about Fajr?"
Amar:"Huh?why your asking me this?"
Jannat:"its actually a question from Mama" she said giggling and looking at mama,we have came at my Khala's house (mom's sister)
I saw mama who understood what we were talking about even if she couldn't heat him.
We came to have dinner and it was Asr time,so I went to pray first without answering to Jannat,I finished praying and as I got up I saw my cousin Hana,Haha isn't a Hijabi,she has long black straight hair,she is a bit petite and was wearing a traditional Pakistani skull blue fancy dress.
I folded prayer mat to put it away when she came and tried to touch my hand asking me what happened here,I moved back my hand so she couldn't touch it because I really didn't want to,nothing I replied,as much as I try to avoid she still has to come near me.
Hana:"Look at my eyes Amar,can you not see my love for you" she said starring at me and trying to put her hands on my arms at this point.
Amar:"Hanaa"i said loudly "I have already told you to stop loving me,to kiu deti ho apne aap ko azziat(so why do you punish yourself for)?"
Hana:"Amar let's lests sit here and talk please please listent to me"
Amar:"Hanaa,I don't want to talk to you about this see Khala has told be that so many good rishtas have came for you,just have a look at me but please I'm telling you for the last time,I can't be your's...I already have someone in my life" I said the last line looking around and having Fajr in mi mind and left before she could say anything else.
I have never been interested in her or anyone else but ye b koi moka haat se jane ni deti,she loves me I respect that but she can't force me to also love her,I went outside and we had dinner,my khala makes really good traditional food,we had food and we left
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Next day;
It's been 2 months since she's been working here,she has had a really good relationship with Jannat they used to go out together,I have met her brother,she has met my family and mainly I have fallen in love with her,and I'm sure about that,today I'm gonna talk to my parents about marrying Fajr,I don't think so there anything that I want to know more about her,she's just perfect,but if she wants to know anything then I don't have any objection but now I only want to live with her.
We're not friends as she is also really religious so she has her own boundary made between us two,but she is caring,I was sitting by the beach after jogging and all the good memories with her came back in my mind.
Fajr:"Assalamualaikum Jan,how are you?"
Jannat:"Walaikum assalam,I'm good what about you"
Fajr:"I'm also good,wheres....Amar" I said looking around as I couldn't find him anywhere
Jannat::"hmm Where's Amar huh"she said laughing,until Amar came from the back,he went to get something from his Car
I was working at the front when an old Pakistani lady came with a boy who looked in his 30s
Fajr:"Hi yes please" before the guy could place his order the old lady talked "Mera Amar puttar kithe a"(where is my Amar beta" I think she was from kashmir
Fajr:" Um are you guys related to him" I asked the guy "no no,its just my Nano and Amar have became really close,he calls her maa j and also he's really kind towards her" it made me soo happy about thinking how niece he is towards elders
Fajr:"Maa j tussi othe betho,O Namaz prde pe ne me bulania hm"(Mother have a seat,he's praying his salah ill call him" I said with a different accent punjabi,but I didn't think that the could have understood urdu
I went in the prayer corner,where Amar was picking up his prayer mat,until my foot slipped and I felled in his arm's,my Arms stayed in his arms for A bit until I moved
Amar:"Are you okay?" He said getting worried
Fajr:" yh yh im fine thanks" I said getting embarrassed "Therea a lady outside asking about you,he repeated lady and went outside to greet her,I checked what were Hassan And Jan doing and then I went on my position
I could see Maa j giving Amar kisses on for head,and him kissing her hand,I was just doing "Aw" at that moment he just seemed perfect,I was thinking to my self how he protects other,respects other,he's good looking,has his own business already at a young age which also works well,has a good relationship with his family,has a good sense of humour but... why im I thinking about it.
Customer:"Excuse mee" the customer said who was waiting there since a few minutes but I was busy looking at Amar talking to Maa j and thinking about him
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Amar:"Are youuu...leaving already"
Fajr:"Um,yh I have finished my shift,but if you want I can stay more" I didn't want her to get away from my eyes even if we have a distance I still want her to keep in front of eyes
Amar:"uh nah its fine,I'll see you and please take good care of yourself"
Fajr:"Sure and you too,I'll see you tomorrow in sha Allah"and she left
Later we all finished and I talked to my siblings that today I'm gonna talk to mom and Dad about Fajr,Jannat was max happy,she wanted us to get married right away,and Hasaan was also happy to call her Bhabi.
We were having dinner,when Jannat kicked Hassans leg to and Hassan Kicked my leg on the dining table to talk to Mom And Dad,I was nervous so I started by...
A:"the food is really great Mama"
Mama:"Thank you beta"
After few minutes of silence He Kicked my leg harder that my voice came out.
Are you okay?Dad asked me
A:"yh yh im good"i sad fake smiling because I really wasn't
I said to my self that Amar today or never so just go on
"Mom Dad,muje eek lrki pasand ai ha"(I like a girl)
They both stopped eating and got happy by only hearing this
"Kon hai lrki beta batao,hum foran tumhara rishta lehke jae" (who is she,tell us we're gonna go right away with our proposal Mom said who couldn't stop smiling
I told them it was Fajr,and mom said that my sister has already talked about her,she has told me everything about her,dad also said that if I have chosen her out of all the girls ghat mom talked to me about then she must be perfect and he has also met her and she seemed well mannered to her,I said that Jannat will talk to her first,I want to get her permission first,I want to know first if she's happy with it then in sha Allah my parents will talk to her family.