Liam's pov
I get home and lock the door. I walk to my stairs and take off my shoes and run up stairs and jump down on to my bad, faceplate too. I got up and I started feeling really hungry but something in my head told me not to eat and told me fat I was, and now i didn't wanna eat but I felt sad again. I looked at me belly and took off my shirt once again I looked at it and felt so fat. I put my shirt back on and turned on my tv and watch some YouTube. I was laughing and smiling, completely forgot what was on my mind.
Night time rolled around and I was laying on my bed watching TikTok and realized what time it was 3:38. Must explain why I'm so tired. I have school at 8 anyway so I'll just go to sleep. Maybe tomorrow will be a better day.
TIME SKIPP
I get to school and hear the chatter of people. I walk to my locker and place my stuff in it. I kept getting these thoughts saying how ugly I am, how fat I am, and how I don't belong here..
While I'm completely lost in my thoughts Blake's comes over to me, "Hey Liam" I turned around feeling what I know what's about to happen, "I'm going to be coming over tonight since we need to work on that project" "oh okay" I replied. I was surprised that he didn't do anything but then he threw a paper ball at me "loser" I spoke way to soon huh?
it was mid day and I was going to my 5 period and Blake sits next to me in that class. Usually I ignore him and he ignores me but today was different. I sat down and Blake's walks in a few minutes later "And why are you late young mister?" The teacher said angrily "sorry miss I was stuck with something" I wonder what he was stuff with.. Blake sat down next to me and looked at me for a good minute then looked away, weird.. "Hey Liam do you have a pencil?" "oh yeah I do, here you go" I gave him a pencil and he smiled, what is going on, why is he being so nice he usually treats me like sh*t? I was bamboozled with questions but I shrugged it off..
time skip again....
I was peacefully drawing til I heard a *BENG* and I realized it was the door bell. I went downstairs and checked who it was, it was Blake. I sighed and opened the door, "Hey Liam!" He hugs me and I don't hug him back as for I'm literally in shock. He lets go and says "come on let's go upstairs" "okay.." as he's walking I remember I have something on my bed I shouldn't have "WAIT BLAKE PLEASE DON'T IN THERE, PLEASE I'M BEGGING YOU" I yelled worried "what? Why not" he asked "uh, no reason let's just go in my parents room.." "uhm fine whatever" that was a close call, we get in there and then he says "so fatty? Have you lost any weight, you're looking bigger" he said while laughing. That's when I thought of something, I'll start fasting!
WHEN BLAKES LEAVES
That was so bad he kept on picking on me and hating on me again.. But I searched on my phone "how to fast" and it showed me a lot of replies and results, I was honestly shocked. I click on one and it said
💗HOW TO FAST💗
-by chewing gum, it makes your brain think your eating
-drinks LOTS of water each day
-try to not eat junk food
-avoid sweets
-and try not to eat to much
-if you want to eat only eat 500 calories a day
❤️STAY SAFE❤️
This is perfect just what I needed, thankfully I already had gum, and tomorrow I'm going o start fasting! I walked back to my room fixed my stuff and my bed and went to sleep happy. I'm ready to lose weight, and not be so fat anymore, and I went to bed hoping for a better day.
How am I'm doing so far?? Am I good at writing? This is my first book so idk much lol. I'm proud of this so far lol
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Rollercoaster of emotions. BxB
RomanceLiam is average new high schooler just trying to make it through with him best friend Blake but Blake turns on Liam and bullies him they find out that Blake was doing all for protection. They start getting closer until they ended up with each other...
