Chapter 10: Jerk

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Oh well
She's depressed
And I said "I'll try to make her happy"
and she said "You see, you don't know how to make me happy"
then she says "ok, it's fine"
damn, I'm losing it
honestly, she doesn't text me at all
she said she felt confuse
She obviously, fell in love with another guy
But I think she doesn't want to leave me
I really want to leave her
I just can't cope with this pain
I just, have to end it
I can't, seriously
I can't even listen to songs properly
because everything reminds me of her
I just,
Ughh, stupid girl
how can she
leave me in this mess

I read the screenshot Amelia sent me, again and again. The screenshot is about what he told Amelia.

I mean, I really have to say a reason to end this, that's why I said he can't make me happy.

He didn't know how much I controlled myself not to text him. The urge to know what happened in his life was just so strong.

How can he think like this? I'm not with any guy! And yes! I didn't want to leave him! Here he said he wanted to leave me.

Alright, leave me, huh? Just leave! Not even friends anymore! LEAVE!

I kept thinking about it till midnight. I couldn't sleep. The words he said to Amelia and me, were totally different.

He said he doesn't want to leave me. And to Amelia, he said he wants to leave me.

Tears running in my eyes.

Want to leave me this hurry, right? Alright! I'll leave you first!

Yes, I didn't want to leave you. But you saying different words to another girl, made me so disappointed, wanted to leave you so much.

You're just a jerk like the others.

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