I didn't think about him when I was on my vacation. He didn't come to text me, and neither me.
It was all fine, till when the holiday was over. Have to go to school again.
"Can I not go to school tomorrow?" I playfully asked my mom.
"What do you think?" my mom threw the question back to me.
I didn't reply, I went back into my room and continued studying.
I hoped that tomorrow was all well,
but it didn't.
*. *. *. *. *.
I reached school early in the morning. He and his friends were chatting outside of the class.
I looked down, didn't dare to look at him even once, and went inside the class. I sat down and I just lay on the table.
All of them outside came into the class. I didn't dare to look up at them.
My heart wanted me to look at him because I knew how much I missed him. My mind being rational, asked me not to, as it will only make him think that we still have changes to get back together.
I listened to my mind. For the best of us.
I stood up, not turning anywhere, and went out of the classroom to the library.
Because it was early, there was not even a single person inside. I sat in the library, all alone, calming myself down. I was in there for ten minutes, and I went back to class.
At this time he should've gone to do his other important stuff at his club, he should've not been in class. As I stepped in, my eyes can't help and landed on him.
He hasn't left yet.
His brown eyes, it's been a while since I last saw them. I felt that my heart went beating fast like always when I see him. I think he realised someone was looking at him, he looked up at me.
My eyes escaped immediately. I went back to my place, telling myself not to look at him anymore. I have to control myself, hide my feelings, and let my mind instead of my heart take control of me.
Tears watered my eyes. I pretended to sleep in my seat, I didn't want anyone to ask me about my day.
I wiped my tears off, in case someone saw it.
"Jane?" Amelia pat me on my head. I looked up at her, "Yeah?" "How's your holiday at that island?" she smiled widely at me. Her smile can always melts my heart.
"It's great!" I exclaimed and squeezed a smile back to her. "I had an amazing time there," I continued.
"Nice to hear that," Amelia answered. "And I gotta go, you know, club things," she continued.
Amelia and he are in the same club in school.
"Yeah, sure," I said. "Bye,"
I watched as she left the classroom. I turned back to see if he was still there. His seat was empty. I guess he left when I was talking with Amelia.
I think I'll just find someone to talk to or sleep through the time he's in the classroom before classes start.
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My Life: Tangled Hearts
Romance*prequel of My Life: Fading Flames* Because Jane's parents realized that she was dating a guy at school, both of them banned her from using her phone. She was out of her mind and decided to break up with her boyfriend, Noah. After a few months, Jane...
