✔︎𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐌𝐘| 𝑗𝑎𝑑𝑒𝑛 𝑤𝑎𝑙𝑡𝑜𝑛

#34

I stomped up my room. Yes I'm pissed , he's been following me everywhere. Where ever Jaden is he is?! Why can't he go away.

I swing open my bedroom door and guess who it is sitting on my bed. The one and only Cj!
"Bro what are you doing here? Get out of my room." I say practically shouting. " I thought I'd get a warmer welcome." He says standing up. " I saw you and Jaden outside!" He shouts.

"Okay?" I said. " Yes I like him. He's my person." I shout back not taking the disrespect. He scoffs. " That boy has hurt you so many times. And your going back? You deserve better.!" CJ shouts. " He changed! I deserve him." I say. Why doesn't he just leave? " Did he really though?" He says. " Yes he really did. Not everyone is a obsessive bitch like you Caleb!" I say, I've never felt more angry. " What the hell does that mean." CJ says. I can't tell if he's angry at the fact that I called him his real name or that I said something that triggered him. " I mean you leave me because I fell inlove with someone that's not you, and now you come back when I'm not with Jaden anymore and whenever I spark some interest with him you go all crazy." I say. I don't even care what I'm saying right now. I just want this man gone. Or boy I should say.

"All I'm tryna say is, leave me alone for one gosh damn minute!" I scream. It's silent for a while. And hot minute. " Fine , I'll leave you alone." Caleb walks past me , shoving me as he gets through the door way. That bitch. I want to cry and let it all out. I've gotten so used to crying myself to sleep. It's apart of my night routine
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I wake up. I don't know what time it is. Or why I have one sock on and the other off. I guess I slept in my makeup too. I get up and see dried up mascara down my face. I guess I cried hard. The sad part is I don't regret a single word I said to CJ. I meant it all. Every single word. Except using his actual name. He will never forget that or forgive me for that. I swear I lose a friend every week. I still have Alexis but things just have been weird between us ever since our fight. When I lose a friend and become friends again with them it's not the same. I know we need to hang out. Today. Unless CJ told her about our fight and she hates me aswell.

Me - hey alexxx wanna hang today, go to the mall?
Alexis- of course girl getting ready now!!
Me- okay same pick you up in 30
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I wash my face good and get dressed.

I wear these and some white converse. I brush my hair and do my makeup. Execpt no mascara cause my lashes are begging for help from sleeping with mascara on. I put aquaphor on my lashes instead. I grab my keys and phone and head out the door.

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A/N: sorry I haven't been posting I've been working on two other books. I'll only be able to post once a week now. But I did upload a Jj maybank (obx) fanfic I'm going to upload a Ethan Landry ( scream 6) fanfic soon!