" AYE. Who told you , you can curse in this house young lady?!" My dad yells at me from his room. "Sorry!" I yell back. 'I ain't fucking sorry' I mumble. I go to jadens account to see if he posted anything , nope? Only that
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Anyone can call me dramatic or crazy or obsessed but ofc that we aren't together anymore , I don't want to see her with my ex boyfriend alone!! Point blank period. I don't know what to feel right. I'm extremely sad. I'm sobbing , It's like I can never catch a break. And the fact that he asked to hang out? Fine I'll bet CJ will be so happy to know I'm free this weekend. I'll have to tell Jaden that I'm busy. Such a bummer. I really thought I had a real friend , a true friend I could trust. After I was let down multiple times. I don't know who to trust. All the sudden I hear my doorbell. I already know it's Alexis. UGHH This bitch couldn't have atleast waited until tomorrow, when I get my crutches off. Yk Fuck these crutches,I can walk okay anyways don't know why I need them. Pstttt Yolo.
I storm ti the front door , wiping my tears. Suddenly I'm not even sad anymore , I'm angry. I open the door. And I was right as always. Alexis right there. " YOU BITCH." I shove a little. " Huh?" She says. " Dont 'huh' me bitch I've seen your story." I say. " Trust Me it's not what it looks Ike." She says all defensive. " They all say that,THEY AL DO." I say . " I'm your friend Alexis ,I could never." she says lying straight in my face. " YOU LIAR." I yell. " Let's maybe go outside" she suggested. No my parents deserve to realize who you really are. Your true colors. "I'm serious - I didn't do anything ." Alexis says. I jump on her attacking her, I didn't know what gotten into me. Why I was so mad why was I behaving like a mad person. I start hitting her head and repeating "liar!" nonstop. " Ow!" She yells. I hit her harder and faster even more fed with her bs. I sob. I sob uncontrollably. As I repeat liar. Non one this is helping.Why isn't it helping . I slow down as I feel faint and light headed , I think J did too much. I think I took it too far. Too far, ha. I took it too far. I feel like I'm drifting away into a really long deep sleep. I wish I was atleast. Next thing you know I want up in my room , hooked up. I can't open my eyes. I can but I don't want too. It will hurt to know the person in front of me might be who I think it is.
And that sucks. But hey another week off of school! I finally get the courage to open my eyes.
