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Chapter 24 - this is not me.

I couldn't sleep all last night,
I left extra early heading to work literally before the sun rise,
I couldn't bare to look at Neymar today,
Every time I think off him my heart hurts,
thinking about the idea off telling him that I have decided to stay in Qatar and I'm going back to Alex.
I can't believe Rosita told Alex about my family secret and now he is using it to frame me into ending things with Neymar.
And what make everything worse is that he wants me to do it before Neymar's match against Croatia.
I literally sat all night thinking off different ways to make this situation easier,
I even thought about telling Lino what's going on,
So he my threaten Alex to leave me alone.
But knowing Lino he will probably kill Alex and burn his family alive inside their house for trying to frame me.
But by the end of all the ways a thought about,
It always will lead to Neymar finding out about my family background.
I will loose him anyways.
I park in the hospital car park waiting for the the staff to get there which will probably be in the next 2 hours,
I opened the glove compartment looking for my brush,
my hair is in a total mess today.
While digging trough I came across my gun.
Suddenly an idea came to me.
I could just do it myself,
I can kill Alex that way he can never hurt me again.
I instantly shook my head snapping out my thoughts,
that's not me,
I'm not my brother.
My father and Lino wouldn't want that,
they always said that I'm not to be like them,
I'm a doctor,  I save lives I'm not a killer.
I put the gun back in the glove compartment closing it.
I can't believe I just thought about that,
what the hell is wrong with me?

Neymar POV

We finished training, and boy was it crushing coach pushed us extra hard today.
Croatia is going to be our toughest team we are going to face this far and we need to be prepared.

"So how's things with Bella?"
Raphinha asked sitting on the grass next to me.

"Everything's is great, she is going to visit me in Paris for the holidays."
I said to him smiling.

"Bella is a very beautiful caring girl, she is going to be a good influence on you, I can see it."
Raphinha's said patting me on my shoulder.

"Is her ex the hotel manager still giving her a hard time?"
He asked.

"How do you know that?"
I asked looking at him confused.

"Well it's kind off obviously you literally had a fight with him a while ago in the hotel lobby remember."
"You told him quote, leave Bella alone."
"And then the other day after the match against South Korea,"
"Bella and him had a little altercation in the parking lot when she was taking me to the hospital,"
"They were arguing and he wasn't letting go off her car door for her to leave."
"I was about to intervene when she literally grabbed his hand bending back his fingers making him back off."
"You have a feisty girl."
Raphinha said nervously smiling.
I looked down at the ground confused wondering why Bella didn't tell me about that.
I guess she probably forgot.

"How's everything here guys?"
Kyle one off our team doctors asked walking over to us.

"Where good"
I said looking up at him.

"Well coach just asked for me to take you both to Bella,"
"He wants her to examine your ankle and Raphinha's knee,"
"he needs to be sure you guys are in top shape for the upcoming match."
Kyle said gesturing us to follow him.

Bella POV

I looked at my phone it was only 11:00 am,
Today is taking so long,
I let out a sight resting my head in my desk dozing off after a few seconds.

"Is she dead?"
I herd Kyle my co worker said.
I kept my eyes closed hoping he will go away,
But instead he took my pen poking me with it.

"Poke me one more time with that pen and I'll fucking kill you."
I said raising me head coming face to face with
Kyle, Neymar and Raphinha.

"I guess doc is in a bad mood today guy's."
Kyle said looking at Neymar and Raphinha who had huge grins on their faces.

"I'm not in a bad mood, I'm just tired,"
"What's up with you three."
I asked sitting up straight.

"Coach wants you to give these two a check up,"
"he wants to make sure they are in top shape for the upcoming match against Croatia."
Kyle said pointing to Neymar and Raphinha.

"Well who's first."
I said looking at them and of course they both raise their hands together making me laugh.

"Come over"
I said pointing to Raphinha as he teased Neymar walking towards me, I couldn't help but shake my head off how childish they can be sometimes.
I examined Raphinha knee then Neymar's ankle.
Raphinha's knee was good but Neymar's ankle was a bit swollen.

"Why is your ankle swollen,"
"I examined it after your last match and it was fine what happened today?"
I asked looking at Neymar concerned.

"Training was a bit over the top today."
Neymar said looking at me.

"Well you are going to have to stay back a bit,"
"I'm going to have to take a better look at that ankle,"
"Raphinha is free to go."

"I'll take Raphinha back to the hotel,"
Kyle said gesturing Raphinha to follow him.
I waved them goodbye, turning my attention to Neymar who was now sitting on my chair with my stethoscope around his neck.
My heart ache looking at him thinking about the decision I have to make.

"Why are you looking at me like that?"
He asked tilting his head.

"Like what?"
I asked walking towards him sitting on the desk in front of him.

"You won't believe how seriously sexy you look right now sitting there,"
"I just wish you chose to wear a dress today instead off pants."
He said leaning forward grabbing both my legs making me gasp.

"Hard luck,"
"Maybe next time."
I said kissing him on the cheek before getting off the table walking towards the fridge getting out an ice pack walking back to Neymar,
kneeling down in front off him putting the ice pack on his swollen ankle.

"I changed my mind,"
"You look even hotter this way"
He said looking down at me as I knelt in front off him.

"You better be quiet before I put this ice pack on another part off your body."
I said looking up at him.