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"What's happening inside your head? You seemed lost on your thoughts." Hindi ko napansing nasa tabi ko na pala si Marcello dahil sa lalim ng iniisip ko.
"Just family, wala kang trabaho." Tanong ko sa kanya
He hugged me from behind and lean his head on my shoulder facing his face on my neck, I can feel his breath.
" I'm the boss tesoro, I can leave everytime I want " he hugged me more tightly.
"May problema ka?" Natanong ko sa kanya.
Matagal tagal bago sya nakasagot and I felt something heavy of what he said.
"Luciano's birth mom... She wants to meet Luciano" bumitaw na sya sa pagkakayakap sakin when he said that words.
Hindi ko alam kung bakit bumigat bigla ang pakiramdam ko, parang Hindi ko gusto tung nararamdaman ko.
"Kailan pa sya bumalik?" Mahinang tanong ko sa kanya... Unti unti kung binubuo ang tono ng boses ko... I don't want to be unreasonable person.
She has the right to see Luciano and Marcello in the first place... Even if I'm Marcello's 'girlfriend' I still don't hold a rights to stop them to see each other.
"Last three days... " The first night he didn't go home...
Don't think to much Katarina. Over thinking will not end good.
"Are you okay?" Pukaw sa akin ni Marcello at nginitian ko lang sya.
"Yeah, I'm okay-so when will she wants to meet Luciano" pilit kung pinanormal ang boses ko...
Come to think about it. The whole time we become together, we didn't talk about Luciano's birth mom even once.
"I still don't know... I told her I'm gonna ask you first."
"You told her that?" Napatingin ako sa kanyang maaliwalas ang mukha..
"Yes. I did, I mean it's normal, that I'll ask you first... You're my partner- lover so your decision matters." Diko mapigilang mapaluha, kani-kanina lang I'm over thinking and thinking some things but he block it without knowing.
For some people they may called it 'kababawan' but for me asking or including my thoughts and decisions in their lives it means so much to me.
He cupped my cheeks and wipes my tears away.
"Why are you crying hmm.. "
I looked at him pouting I don't know why I'm so emotional right now. " I-im just happy... " I hug him tightly and I feel his arms hugging me back.
We spend our day staying home. Watching movies and playing... This day is one of our best days I must say.
I wake up late. Marcello is not on my side anymore when I woke up.. Baka bumaba na. Nagayos lang ako at Bumaba na, naabutan ko si ate leng at Luciano nagaaral sa baba.
"Hey, baby good morning"
"Morning momma!" Nagpatuloy lang si Luciano sa kanyang ginagawa.
"Ate leng, where's Marcello?" Tanong ko sa kanya...
" ahh ma'am umalis po kaninang alas singko ng umaga ma'am " five am really? Ang aga naman ata.
"Thank you ate, kumain naba yan si Luciano?"
"Opo ma'am, pinakain ko na po"
"Thank you ate leng... What time matatapos ang klase ni Luciano mamaya ate?" Balak ko kasi syang dalhin mamaya, para ipakilala sa mga kaibigan ko.
"Nagbigay lang po ng sagotan si Miss laybel ma'am... Pwede nya pong tapusin ngayon para free na po sya mamaya" good... Sinabihan ko nalang silang ihanda si Luciano ng 2pm at isasama ko sya.
Bumalik naman muna ako ng kwarto para tapusin ang trabaho ko... I'm still working you know, ayaw kong matambakan ulit..
Pagsapit ng 1pm nag handa na ako para Hindi kapos sa oras. We need to use the time management.
" ate leng pakipaliguan at bihisan si Luciano at pakisabi kay Marcello pag nauna syang umuwi kaysa sa amin na umalis kami..tell him I'll meet my friends" paalala ko kay ate leng
"Cge po ma'am."
Nakaalis kami ng 2:45pm sa bahay .. I know I use so much time...
"Momma, will go where?" Tanong sa akin ng batang kasama ko
"We'll go meet my friends baby.." He looks excited of what I said.
"Really!!! " this is the first time Luciano will meet someone close to me.. Maybe that's the reason why he feel excited.
"Yes, baby so you must behave okay.." He nods many time.
After an half hour of driving nakarating din kami sa restaurant na sinabi ni Emma... Actually this restaurant is close to our hearts.. This place see us in our ups and downs.
"Good afternoon ma'am, do you have a reservation ma'am?" Tanong sa akin nang isang waiter
"Uhm yes, table for miss Emma Castillo"
"This way ma'am" hawak hawak ko si Luciano sa tabi ko habang dinala kami ng waiter sa table namin.
Naabutan ko dun si Dina, Gigi and Emma is late as usual..
"Oh my god! Hindi pa ganun katagal kitang nakita pero bakit parang ang blooming mo?" Sabi sa akin ni Dina pagkakita sa akin.
"Cheee tigilan mo ko.." Sagot ko sa kanya
Sasagot nasana ito ng napansin nya ang kasama kung nakahawak ng mahigpit sa dress kung suot.
"And who's this cute and adorable baby" her eyes glow while walking towards Luciano
"Oh! This is Luciano, and baby that is your tita Dina she's momma's friend." Pagpapakilala ko sa kanilang dalawa
"Ang cute cute mo... Pwede ko bang iuwi to" sabi nya sa akin habang pinipilit nyng mag puppy eyes Hindi namin bagay
"I your dreams... Gawa ka nang sayo" natawa ako sa naging reaksyon nya..
Dina likes kids but she doesn't want a baby... But I know she has a reason.
"Where's Emma and Gigi?" Yung si Emma mag set ng time pero sya payung huli dumating.
"Gigi is coming, kakatapos lang ng practice nya.. While Emma, we already know her clock is behind 1 hours from us." Natawa nalang ako kasi totoo naman.. High school palang kami ganyan na sya.
Naghihintay lang kami sa dalawa ng may maliit na batang kumalbit sakin.
"Why baby" tanong ko sa kanya
"I want that chocolate chip momma" bulong nya sa akin... Mukhang nahihiya pa ito kay Dina..
Tatayo na Sana ako ng biglang nagsalita si Dina
"You want chocolate chip Baby.. Let's go I'll buy some for you" malumanay na sabi Dina... She maybe also feel that Luciano is a little bit still shy to her.
Nagdadalawang isip si Luciano kung sasama ba ito kay Dina, and I give him a nod and smile saying that it's okay.
At iniwan nga nila ako. The audacity aagawan pa ata ako ng role ni Dina sa pagiging Ina... Joke lang.
VOCÊ ESTÁ LENDO
The Beauty And The Pericoloso Ragozzo
Romance"hey! Mr stranger can I borrow you for a second." I drag him inside the venue "hello! people miss me? " "katarina, who's this fine young man with you my dear?" they are starting, smile Katarina this is just for today "my fiance-" damn, I don't know...
