★Careesa★
"Noah, my stomach fucking hurts", I look at Lampz who's busy snorting coke while I roll on the floor.
He stands up and crouch beside me. He wipes the powder off his nose.
"You still bleeding?", He asks in a low voice sounding like he cares about me for the first time.
"Yeah and it's painful", I hold on to my tummy.
"Ion know. What should I do? Do you need me to do anything?", He rubs my back.
"Take your hands off me, Lampz", I groan.
His touch alone is making me feel uncomfortable.
"Aight damn", he sighs.
I lie flat on the floor.
"Rub your hands down my tummy", I pull his hands
"You just asked me not to touch you", he stares at me.
"Just do it!", I yell with the strength I have left in my body.
"Heyyyyy", he place his hands on my stomach.
"I gotta hurl", I stand and run into the bathroom.
I sit on the toilet seat and bend over, wincing in pain.
I watch Lampz eyes follow every thing I'm doing.
I can see the sympathy blooming in his eyes.
"Get me heating pad and ibuprofen", I say to him and he dashes to the drawer, looking for em
"Here", he gets me a bottle of water while I put the heating pad on my stomach.
I sit on the bed and use the drug.
"Is that okay?", He collects the bottle from me
"Yeah"
"How do you feel now?", He rubs my hand.
"It's worsened. I wanna dieee! I feel like I'm dying...", I turn over and lie on my stomach.
"Stop being dramatic, Risa", he sighs.
"Dramatic? Dramatic? Nigga, I did an abortion and been bleeding for five fucking days and I'm dramatic? It's so painful. Shut up if you ain't got nothing better to say"
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