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𒊹︎CAREESA𒊹︎︎︎
"This is bad, this is bad", I say, repeating it endless time as I pant to and fro the bedroom.
I know I am currently having one of my episodes again. I'm having panic attacks as my heart palpitates. I sit down on the bed and wrap the duvet around my body as an unusual cold sweat covers me.
I can't feel my head and my whole body shakes.
I try picking up my drugs, but definitely not with shaky hands as I push it off the table.
It's been almost a week Lampz left home and I haven't gotten to speak with him or see him.
I hate texting his homeboys and asking them where he at so I didn't do that either.
At this point, I need someone to keep my company even though I've shut everyone out the past few days.
I even called in sick at work.
I don't think I can spend an hour being alone anymore.
I've got to do something.
I pick up my phone and decide to text my friends.
Aliiii 😚❤️
can u come over?
sorry girl. i got loads of shitty things to do at work.🤦🏾♀️
aight.
is something wrong?
no, just wanted you to come over.
Yvonne 😊💜
u wanna come over?
i got class you want something?
nah! was just asking just bored as hell😅
if the class finishes quickly, i'll come over. i'm not assuring u tho.🙄
