Felix's pov
I had been standing outside of the door for what felt like ages but I just stood there for I couldn't move. I know it's intrusive that the thoughts keeps running through my head but they never stop, and I can't stop them.
I didn't move
I didn't tremble
I didn't stutter or slur as I began to say "Move on." my head shot to the sky and I began to cry flustered tears.
The time passed but I still couldn't make myself go in until I did.
I was walking to the door in effort to go meet everyone at the dinning table. I stopped.
"Xxxxxxxx"
"Xxxxx xxxxx xxx xxxxx"
I couldn't hear them so I stepped closer until I was at a chair met with the gaze of everyone. I waved with a fluster at my face as I pushed my chair out taking a seat.
"Hello"
"Hello"
"Hxllo"
"Xxllo"
"Xxxx"
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I can't hear their voices.
I can bearly hear my own.
The room is spinning.
My heart is racing and the room is so bright.
I can't handle this.
I tried to love.
I tried to bring him back.
I tried to move on.
I tried to kill him.
I'm trying to move on.
It feels like he rules me.
Where'd I go wrong?
What'd I do?
He's with them and not me.
I can't even look at him.
I can't even look at me.
I can't see anything and I think they'll notice that I'm swelling with tears.
I don't know what to do with myself, or if there's something to do that is.
I'm upset.
It hurts.
And I think I hate everyone.
I think I don't hate everyone.
I think I want to run away and do LSD.
I think I don't.
I'm tired.
I'm sad.
I'm hurt.
I'm upset.
I'm angry.
I'm okay.
I'm okay.
I'm okay.
I'm okay.
I'm okay.
I'm oky.
I oky.
I k.
I-
I-
I-
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-WILL
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