Devran is a handsome, dominant, certainly arrogant, and aggressive Alpha who despises humans... Mira is a human. Both docile and beautiful. When this human finds herself in the lives of werewolves everything begins to change. Both tension and attra...
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A Delta goes through a series of training over the course of several months in order to learn all that encompasses being a successful number 3 lead member to his Pack. Everything from enemy strategizing, to hand to hand combat, and the paper side of things like learning territory names and leaders. They teach us how to understand a grid and which Pack's to worry about and which we share treaties with. We learn the history of things beyond the basic stuff all wolves learn in regular school. They test our strength and abilities in our wolf forms and I am responsible for passing each test on survival, combat, hunting, the use of our senses for things like proper tracking techniques.
It's a lot of different things to make me a well rounded wolf and human leader. It's so I can memorize the hundreds of different Wolf Packs around the country and understand things like trade between many of the surrounding groups with other resources than what is found in our own region of the mountains or even state by state.
I'll get to be with some of my buddies during different training sessions, for example, this week is survival/ hunting work so I'll get to be with Trevor as his role in this Pack is a runner/hunter.
The problem is that I will also be with Nealin for the 'paperwork' side of things like the grids I had to accompany him with last time. Only this time I'll be taught how they are properly done and I will be expected to demonstrate how to read and create grids. Those grids are for the purpose of mapping territories, landmarks of significance, but also for marking important resources. Nealin has passed his training which means he is qualified to teach now and he'll be teaching me. Well, a small group of us, but still I will have to be around him and that stresses me out.
The last I had seen or spoken to him was when I shared our second ever sexual experience together. I hated that I let myself fall into that again. I even cuddled the damn guy because he begged me not to run away this time and I caved to his whims, and stayed overnight by accident. We fell asleep together and I had to jump out a window to hide the fact that I was in Nealin's room with him when Mira got home in the morning.
I've seen him around town trying to subtly get my attention and I know it's because he wants to talk to me. I've blocked his mindlink access to me which means he can't just speak to me without a choice. I know it's mean but I just have to stay away from him. Clearly there is something wrong with me and I am reacting to him in an inappropriate way. If I was gay this wouldn't matter but I am not gay. I have never been attracted to a guy in my entire life. Ever.
So how could any of this make sense? It doesn't. My wolf gets confused when Nealin is present. How can I train with the guy? I can't just request to work with someone else, that's not how these things operate. I just have to suck it up and get over this bullshit. I say that and yet my heart is beating out of my chest even at the thought of having to go through with this.
If I tried talking to him about this to clear the air again I'm afraid it'll end up like last time and instead of clearing the air, he'd be cleaning out my balls. I don't know how the guy can get me so hard and so turned on. I don't know how he gets me to cum harder than I ever have.
