𝐄𝐍𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐘𝐎𝐔 ¬ 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘭𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘵

•chapter 57 | real life | im sorry.•

kaya sat in her bed looking out her window, it was a rainy sunday and she was feeling like she was going through her breakup all over again. she realized that all this time she never actually faced her feelings, she thought she got over it but all she did was put a bandaid on it and now it felt like the bandaid was being ripped off. a few times she felt herself starting to cry, and at this point she thought "might as well as let it out" after about an hour the time was now 6 pm, she decided to listen to some music to cheer her up. she danced in her room to taylor swift. all the sudden her doorbell rang.

"that's weird. who could that be" kaya thought to herself as she stopped her music, she hesitantly walked down the stairs to her front door. she stood at the door for a few more minutes wondering if she should open it. she thought maybe the person left since it's been like five minutes since they rang the doorbell. until they knocked again.

"okay i'll open it" kaya thought to herself. she turned the doorknob and slowly opened the door.

"timothee?" she whispered, revealing a red faced, puffy eyed timothee with tear stained cheeks. "oh, timmy" she said as he engulfed her in a big tight hug. she could feel his tears on her neck as he cried. she didn't even realize that she began to cry again. "im so, sorry kaya. i can't even kye with myself knowing what i did" he mumbled into her neck. "shh timothee it's okay, it's all okay" she said as she put her hand in on his head. "no, no it's not" he took a step back as he wiped his eyes. "no kaya, it's not okay. what i did to you was terrible. all because i didn't want to hurt you i pushed you away and all i did was hurt you. i can't even kye with myself anymore knowing what i did. it haunts me in my sleep. everything you said, it's all true. i remember it all too well. it hurts how much i remember" timothee poured his heart out to kaya, begging for forgiveness

"timothee, i just wanted to be enough for you, and i don't think i was and-" kaya started, but timothee cut her off.

"ky, listen to me. you've always been enough for me, you always will be enough for me. i don't want you to be enough for anybody else but me. you deserve everything. but am i enough for you?" timothee asked kaya

"timothee you were always enough for me. i just don't know if i can't let you back into my life that easily. i don't think you realize that i've been hurting since we broke up. i havent even had the time to process everything." kaya explained, fighting back the tears threatening to fall from her eyes

"kaya. im sorry. im so so sorry. please let me prove it to you. please give me another chance." timothee pleaded with his eyes watering

"i guess everyone deserves a second chance" kaya mumbled as she looked down at her shoes

"will you really?" timothee asked her with hope filling his eyes.

"come inside" kaya said shifting over to let him in.

the two talked everything out, why timothee did what he did and how sorry he felt, what kaya went through, why she wrote the songs. how she felt. the two talked for hours it felt like. then around 8pm her doorbell rang again. "i'll get it" timothee offered "no let me, i don't want anyone to go nuts cause your here." once kaya opened the door, she was met with bretman and conan who pushed passed her and walked in

"yo what the fuck kaya why is this piece of shit, scum off the bottom of my mother fuckin shoe here?" bretman yelled in a concerned tone. "guys it's fine, we're talking things out. we decided to be friends" kaya explained. conan and bretman brought kaya into a different room

"ky are you going mad? i'm mean seriously after everything this weasel did you just let him back in just like a snap of a finger?" conan blatantly asked.

"guys, stop. it's not like we're dating again. we just want to be friends and honestly in the future- which i'm not saying it's going to happen, if anything did go further than a friendship i wouldn't necessarily be upset at it, but now it's like starting over, i still have to gain my trust back. after what he did, i don't know if i can trust him so easily and it will take time, and it will take time for you guys too and i understand that. let's just try and be friends with him. i haven't forgiven him completely and i don't expect you guys to either, just try okay?" kaya asked the two in front of her.

"i guess we can do that" bretman said as he rolled his eyes and gave kaya a hug, conan agreed and the three entered the room again

they sat down and started to talk again like how they once did, almost forgetting everything that happened. conan let millie, josie and natalia know what had been happening and they tried to understand

but for this moment in time

it seemed as everything was going to be okay.

authors note!
cmon i had to add the all too well reference it was perfect