𝐄𝐍𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐘𝐎𝐔 ¬ 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘭𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘵

•part 27 | real life | yeah, don't•

it was the next day, josie spent the night with kaya and they were now okay again. even though kaya promised timothee that she would show him her song she wrote about him last night, he understood that her and josie were getting back on track and told her it was okay if she showed it to him tonight.

josie and kaya woke up around 12pm, speaking they were up late the night before. they decided to make themselves look halfway presentable to go out and get food since neither felt like cooking and they were sure timothee wouldn't want to. if he even knew how to cook.

timothee had gotten up around the same time him and kaya usually do and started to get a bit worried but tried his best to ignore it. cause he knew her and josie were in kayas room. josie came down first while ky was in the bathroom. timothee noticed josie sitting at the island in kys kitchen and came over and joined her. josie noticed his presence right away and decided to say something

"don't hurt her" josie mumbled, she thought timothee could here it but he didn't so he asked josie to repeat herself "hmm?" timothee replied with a hum josie looked at him and spoke up a bit "don't hurt her" she paused. timothee looked her in the eye and didn't respond "or i swear to god-" timothee cut her off and soft smiled. "i'm not going to. okay." josie looked back up at him. "promise me. kaya is an amazing girl and if hurt her i will literally end you." timothee backed up a bit "woah okay i promise" he replied with a slight laugh.

"i'm not kidding. i know everyone says that to their best friends boyfriend as a joke but i'm not joking around. i'm not gonna have my best friend get hurt by someone 4 years older than her. i can tell in her eyes she's falling in love with you. if shes not already in love. and yet she still thinks she's going to be the one to hurt somebody. i'm not here to play games timothee. i don't want to see her get hurt. so here's a good idea, how about let's not hurt her" josie with a very firm tone.

the truth was is that she liked timothee.... well not like that. but she thought timothee and kaya were perfect for each other. she just didn't want him to hurt her. timothee got the memo after about the second sentence. he wanted to prove to josie that he truly was falling in love with kaya, and that he had no intentions of hurting her.

"can i prove it to you. that i won't hurt her?" josie sarcasticly smiled at herself with a small laugh. yeah, don't. just then kaya came downstairs and she was ready to go, she walked over to timothee and josie.

i look like shit" kaya groaned with a sigh. she hated the way she looked when she first woke up. she thought that she looked like a grandma that died a few times. "oh be quiet. your literally the most beautiful girl i've ever seen in my life" timothee said to ky as he pulled her into a hug. a few seconds later her gave her a quick kiss and off josie and kaya went

a few hours later kaya was back home, but timothee wasn't there. she didn't suspect anything so she ran up to her room. she already had most of the lyrics written out. she wanted to add a second verse so she kept trying. but an idea wouldn't spark so she just went ahead and started singing the lyrics out loud to see if something would spark. after about an hour she finally got the idea for the whole second verse and wrote them down and started to record the song so she could post on instagram. she was still home alone for like an hour and a half after she finished the song lyrics. so she was by herself for almost 3 hours. it was getting late so she was starting to get worried. she texted timothee to see where he was but she didn't get a reply, which worried her more.

after a few minutes she felt a panic attack come on. she didn't have them constantly. but when she did they were horrible. she started to take deep breaths but it wasn't really helping so she started to walk around her house. she started to lightly fan herself with her hand as she walked around. it wasn't going away so she started to cry. she didn't want to seem dramatic but she just wanted it to stop. she started to look around at her surroundings and started to ask herself questions.

"what's you name"
"kaya"
"how do you spell it"
"k-a-y-a"
"what's three things you can see"
"the floor, the island in the kitchen, and the fridge"

kaya then just wanted to stop walking, so she went the the corner of her kitchen and sat there and cried a little harder. so she started to ask herself more questions

"is there anything you can hear"
"a door opening"

just then timothee walked inside, he could hear crying coming from the kitchen so he ran to the kitchen to see kaya in the corner with her face red and drenched in tears. his stomach dropped and her ran over to her.

"ky?"

kaya looked up at him, she tried to speak but couldn't. she just started to cry harder. "oh my god ky what's wrong?" timothee asked the girl in a very worried tone. he picked her up and carried her to her room. he went downstairs to get her some water. since she tried to talk but no words would come out she went to her phone and texted timothee instead, since her hands were so shaky it kind of came out unreadable

"psnix atysck" timothee read the message and was a bit confused, after he looked at it for a second her realized what she was trying to say, when he came back with the water he set it on her nightstand next to her bed. and sat down next to her and started to rub her back

after about an hour and a half of timothee trying to get her mind of things she was completely fine and back to normal, they were joking around like usual, although kaya was tired she still wanted to show timothee her song. so she told him that she wanted to sing it to him as she went and sat down at her keyboard-piano. and told timothee to sit down next to her as she started singing her song.

(yall so we are gonna pretend that it says green-eyed instead of the og brown-eyed lyric💀 also the song is linked up above if you wanna listen to it lmao)

Not long ago when I saw you there
With your green-eyed grin and your messy hair
And every girl at the party was looking at you Ooh, ooh, ooh
I wonder what I'd say if I knew back then
That the green-eyed boy'd be my best friend
And the one I'd give my heart to
Ooh, ooh, ooh)
Now everything reminds me of you
Your pictures framed all over my room
And if I hate someone, you'll hate 'em too
As long as I'm your darling angel
I don't need anything in the world
'Cause I feel like the luckiest every second that I'm your girl
I wanna do everything with you
Take the highs, I'll take the lows
I'll keep you close, give you the most
Oh, baby, I like you so much, it's kinda gross
Yeah, I like you so much, it's kinda gross

And driving in your car, I feel all grown up
Is it me or does it feel more than high school love?
Not gonna lie, your last name sounds so
ni-i-i-ce
I love when you complain about things like traffic
Love when you're tired, baby, I like all of it
Honestly, I can't believe you're mi-i-i-ne
I bring you up in every conversation
We're young, I know we gotta be patient
But I know I want my life to have you in it
Ooh, and as long as I'm your darling angel
I don't need anything in the world
'Cause I feel like the luckiest every second that I'm your girl
I wanna do everything with you
Take the highs, I'll take the lows
I'll keep you close, give you the most
Oh, baby, I like you so much, it's kinda gross
Yeah, I like you so much, it's kinda gross

timothee smiled so big at himself when she was singing. he absolutely loved her voice. and he loved the song. when she was finished he didn't know what to say or do. he just wanted to say it right then and there that he loved her. he knew right then that he did. he stood up and took kaya hand and stood her up with him and gave her a big hug and just stayed there. until he said something he didn't think he would but it just came out. he didn't regret it. but it's almost like he couldn't stop it from coming out of his mouth

"i love you"

"i love you too"

★★★★★
authors note!
okay so i haven't said this, but i wanted to have maya have anxiety to spread awareness a bit. i have very severe anxiety myself so i wrote that part with my own experiences. it may not be the same for everyone it's just off what i feel! also ik it's early for them to say i love you but like... i didn't know how else for it to happen other than this way