Thor
The fact that tomorrow is Loki's birthday , and I had no idea how to surprise him . Its kinda nice you know sending him flowers and Going to his university just to get a glimpse of him , my own husband . Its like I'm back at juniors trying to get his attention all over again , He didn't even bat an eye at me for three months , but then their were so many students having an eye on him so I had to stand out of all of them . Yeah the flowers and cards placed in his locker and every time Loki forgets his P.E handing my shirt over .
Being far away from Loki made me realize how blessed I was and how much of love I took for granted just what I did ended up breaking his heart , love and trust he had on me .
I miss him is an understatement , I love him is an understatement , The house missed him , It was not a home without himAnd it also somehow made me realize how toxic I was to him . So between ordering flowers and learning flower language and yeah trying to build a nursery , I went to therapy .
So I could make him come back to me , to let me love him again .
1 . declaring my love to him < Seriously not gonna work >2. Declare it to the whole world that he's my love <🧐 Seriously >
3 . classic just beg to him infront of everyone , clutch his leg and cry forgiveness. ( This might )
So sure , its like we are back in the same situation me chasing him and running away from me and yeah I.....
o h god I messed it up really bad
really really bad , And I don't
think I might have a chance
’ as the minutes passes I really looksI took my phone out from my pocket the wallpaper was a candid photo of Loki walking towards his class . i misses his forehead kisses , I miss his touches , his cuddles
the questions asked my therapist replayed in my mind
" What do you think of him ?"
" He 's beautiful , smart and everything a human ever could be "
" And How much do you know about him?
" I know he hates lilies , and sea food , that he always wanted to be eco friendly , that he listens to Dua Lipa When he's sad . He likes to clean the house when he's angry , He humms while cooking , he sings in the shower when he thinks no one is listening , his favourite ice cream is Mint chocolate and Blue smurf and he prefers Mountains over beach , he's favourite author is Tennessee Williams, and that he always wanted to be on his own feet "
" okay , it looks like you know lot , so what made you divorce him"
" Its true I ordered divorce paper , but I never sighned it "
" But you did wanted the divorce ,
That was true I wanted the divorce ,But I don't want that anymore
" But I don't want that anymore " he said softly
" Why ? " the therapist asked " You got what you wanted , So why don't you want it "
" I don't know , I Love him , I don't want to let him go "" So what does your partner wants ?"
" I don't know " he whispered truthfully
Then an idea came to me , Loki had always liked mystery he likes to solve puzzle , And yeah lets put this into action
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Teen Fictionwe never realize what we have unless we loose it .Thor and loki were high school sweetheart. same cliche story. they graduated university togetherness and are married now .Thor takes after his family business. he sees Jane there. he cheats on loki...