Deadly smile

Anxiety

Oikawa POV: ughhh *gets out of bed*

Oikawa changes his shirt puts on a jacket and leaves the organization, and goes for a walk on the park.

Oikawa: *hugs himself* I should have got a thicker jacket it's cold out here.
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What's this feeling?
Why do I feel like something bad will happen ?
Why do I feel so anxious?
Why?

After a few minutes of walking around and trying to answer the questions in his head, oikawa found a bench, and decided to rest for a bit before going back, not only physically but mentally too. The cold wind calmed him down a bit, and the sound of the animals helped too, he rested his body and mind, until his thoughts were interrupted by a tap on his shoulder.

Oikawa: *flinches* huh?!?

Iwaizumi: Kawa you ok?

Oikawa: oh it's just you

Iwaizumi: just me? Kawa is everything ok?

Oikawa: yea everything is fine, how did you find me here?

Iwaizumi: well I woke up cause I didn't feel you next to me, and decided to look for you

Oikawa: oh ok

Iwaizumi: *sits next to him* now kawa, please tell me, *puts his hand on his shoulder* what's wrong?

Oikawa: *looks down and plays with his fingers*  it's nothing I promise

Iwaizumi: *lifts his chin* Toru tell me what's wrong? You never just leave the organization, and you don't play with your fingers unless your nervous or anxious, so tell me what's wrong

Oikawa: I'm just thinking

Iwaizumi: about what?

Oikawa: the end

Iwaizumi: *concerned* kawa what do you mean by "the end"?

Oikawa: then end of this fight, the end of the war, the end of everything, so we can go back to being normal, our normal happy lives, were we were one big happy family, were nothing worried us *tears start to fall*
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I want all of this to end

Iwaizumi: kawa
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*hugs him*
I'm happy you told me, I am happy you trusted me, now all that's left is for you to let all this pain out

Oikawa: iwa-Chan

Iwaizumi: I'm here kawa, always

As Oikawa heard those words, he couldn't stop the tears from falling, as he cried, letting out all the pain and sorrow in him, iwaizumi was rubbing circles on his back assuring him that everything is ok and will be ok in the future, after a few minutes Oikawa calmed down, iwaizumi then breaks the hug to look at Oikawa

Iwaizumi: are you ok now

Oikawa: yea, thanks iwa-Chan

Iwaizumi: *wipes his tears * anytime kawa *smiles*
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I know your stressed about everything, and don't worry about it, everything will be fine, I mean look at what kenma,kiyoko and yachi made, the suits ,the tech, everything so we can be safe, and hinata with his plan and all , we have the advantage cause we know everything about them, but they don't know anything about us cause we are new, and your literally an S-standard agent now, your stronger than me *chuckles*

Oikawa: *giggles*

Iwaizumi: don't worry ok, you will be fine, I will make sure of it, I will protect you, cause I love more than anything in this world

Oikawa: thank you a lot iwa-chan, I don't know what I would do without you

Iwaizumi: same here, kawa, so never leave me ok