Deadly smile

Caught

   The next morning kageyama was awake while hinata was still sound asleep...

Kageyama: *plays with his hair*

Nurse:*enters room* good morning sir, I brought your breakfast

Kageyama: thank you and do you have the medicine?

Nurse: yes I do *hands him the pills*

Kageyama:thank you

Nurse: your welcome, I will leave now *leaves room*

Kageyama decides to wake up his tangerine since he has to take his pills and eat.

Kageyama: baby....hinata wake up

Hinata: *hugging tighter * 5...*yawn* more minutes kags

Kageyama: hinata please come on you barely ate for the past few days and you need your energy

Hinata: *opens his eyes a bit and looks at kageyama * but kags I am not hungry, and still sleepy

Kageyama: ok you don't have to eat you can eat later but can you take this pill

Hinata: huh? What pill?

Kageyama: for your panic attacks

Hinata: but I only take them before I have a panic attack or after one

Kageyama: *lifts his chin* tangerine ....I don't how to say this but....you have a panic disorder

Hinata: huh?! How!?! Why!?! When?!

Kageyama: baby please relax, don't get overwhelmed..everything will be fine you just have to take the pill for some time and then you will be fine ok

Hinata:ok *sits up unbalanced*

Kageyama: here's a cup of water

Hinata: *swallows the pill* I don't wanna do this anymore

Kageyama: what do you mean?

Hinata: I mean this, the pills the medication the pain the tears....*looks down with tears dripping * everything, I just can't

Kageyama: baby it's only for a while

Hinata: *looks at him, tears flowing down* but what if I never get better kageyama...what if I never heal from all of this, the thoughts still run to my head, the memories, hearing my sister scream my name for the last time, seeing my mom dead, seeing my boyfriend get shot, almost dead, I don-

Just like the first time, he got interrupted, gentle feeling a light touch on his lip, kageyama hugs his baby, rocking him from side to side, assuring him that everything is okay, that he is not alone...

Kageyama: baby I know you have to endure all that pain and trauma but for me please stay with me the thought of loosing you, is worse than a nightmare, I don't want to loose you, I want to help , I want you to heal from everything, and yea I might have got shot, but I am still here, alive with you, and I know you lost your mom and sister, but remember they are in a enter place now, looking over you and protecting you, so please baby please *tears start to fall*

Hinata: I will baby I will! Don't cry! Please!
*hugs him back real tight*

Kageyama: *wipes his tears and hinatas* now your still sleepy, do you wanna eat?

Hinata: a little tired and I am not hungry

Kageyama: just a bite at least, even if it's the smallest bite

Hinata: fine

Kageyama hands him the pill so he can eat, however, hinita couldnt , it hurted to swallow, he couldn't eat, he was in pain, kageyama instantly called the nurse and told her to bring a doctor...a few moments later

Doctor: *after checking up on hinata* seems like you just have trouble eating no big deal, you just have to take smaller bites than usual or drink soup mostly and after a few weeks you'll go back to, as kageyama described, your hungry self

Hinata: hey! *looks at kageyama *

Kageyama: sorry but it's true, and thanks again doc

Doctor: no problem *leaves the room*

Kageyama: ok since you have to take smaller bites than usual *gives him a small piece of bread* try this

Hinata: *scared tone* ok..

Kageyama: don't worry I am here, if you can't swallow spit it out and you can drink something instead

Hinata: *swallows the food*

Kageyama: was that hard?

Hinata: nope, can I have a little more

Kageyama starts giving him small bites, yes it might sound like hinata is acting childish but he knows that this is a serious problem that he has to fix with the help of others of course, since it's not hinatas fault but the trauma he has been through, after a few bites hinata didn't want more and just talked with his boyfriend, it was one in the afternoon and his teammates might be visiting anytime soon, along with other people, lunch came by and hinata just ate small bites, after a few hours hinata felt sleepy and slept on his blueberry, calmly and peacefully....at four in the afternoon

A few people enter....

Noya: hey!

Kageyama: shhhhhh...he's sleeping

Noya: oh sorry

Daichi: did he not wake up?

Kageyama: he did and ate breakfast and lunch too he slept like an hour ago

Suga: must be really tired then

After a few minuets more people enter the room

Kenma: hey

Kuro: hello everybody

Bokuto: hey

Miya twins: hello

After everyone greeted each other

Kenma: so he is sleeping, must be tired.*looks at kageyama * did he eat anything?

Kageyama: yes he did don't worry

Kuro: was it hard for him to swallow or anything like that

Kageyama: the first time yes, we called the doctor and he checked up on him , he said that he has to eat small bites from now on and after a few weeks he will get back to normal

Tanaka: that's amazing

Suddenly kenma felt weird, like something bad is gonna happen, someone is outside , someone is here, watching them, but where, who and why

Kuro: *lightly tapas Kenma's shoulder * baby you ok?

Kenma: *still zoned out, thinking*

Everyone looks at him

Kuro: baby kenma you ok? Everything fine?

Kenma: *snaps out of it* someone's watching.......