Deadly smile

Worried

Hinata was proud that he pulled that off but ashamed too, he knew he should have told his friends but he thought he would be a burden if he did , he didn't know what to do at this point he wanted to cry it all out......
He enters his home....

Hinatas mom: hey hinata dinner is ready, so when you finish changing come and eat

Hinata:I am not hungry...

Hinata mom: is everything ok honey?

Hinata: everything's fine me and the teams celebrated by eating meat buns so I am full
*fakes a smile*

Hinatas mom: oh ok well if you get hungry there's leftovers

Hinata: why where are you going

Hinatas mom: didn't I tell you? me and natsu are going to a vacation

Hinata: how long will it last?

Hinatas mom: not sure it depends on the weather and how things are going

Hinata: well when is the flight leaving?

Hinatas mom: tomorrow morning

Hinata: well I hope you have fun there

Hinatas mom: thank you honey and if you need anything don't hesitate to call me ok?

Hinata: ok

Hinatas mom: and also put an alarm since natsu won't be here to wake you up like ever time *giggles*

Hinata: ok mom

Hinata goes upstairs to his room and closes the door, he then changed into comfortable clothes and threw himself on the bed he wanted the world to go away, he knew it was just one bad day but he isn't mentally strong to handle those kind of stuff, he knew he was weak,worthless,unwanted, useless. He knew that one day they would replace him and his dreams will never become reality......he cried himself to sleep.....

The next morning....
*alarm rings*

Hinata: ughhhhh.... I don't wanna go to school today, but I have to

He gets up and gets ready for school

Hinata: ok bye mom bye natsu...oh wait....they aren't here....yea it will be lonely here...

He takes his bike and goes to school...the team had a morning practice everyday hinata didn't feel like going but for the sake of the team he did....

Tanaka: hinata!!!!

Noya: kouhai!!!!!!

Hinata: hey

Tanaka and noya looked at each other, they were too shocked

Suga: hey shoyo, you good?

Hinata: I am fine, I will go change now

Hinata is in the bathroom all alone in his own thoughts once more
While he was changing his shoulder hurted, however his leg wasn't as injured as yesterday the pain was less

Hinata: gosh I am an idiot....how will I play like this.....I need to cover up a pain I don't want them to know.....they don't need to know

Hinata glances at the mirror and then leaves

Hinata: hey guys, shall we start?

Daichi: yea we should, ok everyone for now we are going to practicing receiving and for our afternoon practice we will have a small match