Love Me or Hate Me

EPISODE 05

WARNING: This episode contains detailed depictions of people of same sex having sexual intercourse. If you find such scenes offensive, disgusting, or utterly not to your liking, feel free to skip this episode or leave. Thank you.

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Hindi ko lubos akalain na aabot ako sa ganitong sitwasyon, pero ganito pala ang pakiramdam na kumapit sa patalim.

Kasalukuyang nakatingala si Javi sa isang pagkataas-taas na gusali. It's almost eight in the evening, and he's about to seal his agreement with Asa. Earlier this morning, Javi received a text message from Asa, telling him to come to the latter's condo tonight. Halos isang linggo na rin ang nakalipas mula nang tanggapin niya ang offer ng tao. If his estimate is correct, Asa should be in heat right now.

Sakto naman na day-off ni Javi ngayon. Sinabihan niya rin si Jia na may lakad siya ngayong gabi kaya ito na muna ang nagbabantay sa nanay nila ngayon.

Javi isn't entirely new to omegas being in heat. Kagaya ng nasabi na dati, may experience na siya sa mga omega na dumidikit sa kanya noon pa man, especially sa restaurant kung saan siya nagtatrabaho. Hindi lang siya pumapatol kaya wala siyang ideya kung ano ang mangyayari ngayon kay Asa.

He also tried asking some of his friends about sex without being too obvious about it. As he expected, pinakamarami siyang nakuhang impormasyon mula kay Lemuel. Hindi na lang nag-usyoso pa si Javi dahil baka mahalata na siya.

He even bought a new set of underwear just for this occasion. Dalawang beses pa siyang naligo ngayong araw at nagpabango pa siya bago nagpunta rito. Although he's just going to get naked, nagdamit pa rin siya nang maayos. Despite his preparations, Javi can't help but feel a little tense and nervous. Habang umaakyat ang elevator ay halos tumalon na ang puso niya palabas ng dibdib niya.

"You can do this, Javi," he whispered to himself upon reaching the floor where Asa lives. "Para kay mama. You can do this, you idiot."

Pagkarating niya sa tapat ng pinto ng condo ni Asa ay tumigil muna siya at huminga nang malalim. Matapos ang ilang saglit, inayos na ni Javi ang pagkakatayo niya bago siya kumatok.

The door opened after a few seconds. Sumilip naman mula sa loob si Asa. Pagkakita nito sa kanya ay agad siya nitong pinagbuksan.

"Good evening po," sabi ni Javi bago siya yumuko.

"I know I'm older than you, but can you not address me with 'po?' I sound like an old man paying you to have sex with me," Asa replied as he headed inside.

Javi smiled sheepishly. "Sorry."

"Have you eaten your dinner? I have food here. Katatapos ko lang din na kumain," alok ni Asa sa kanya pagkapasok nila.

"Kumain na ako. Thanks," he said.

Javi couldn't help but stare at Asa. For some strange reason, the latter looks even prettier tonight. His cheeks were blushing lightly, giving them a rosy hue. He even looks a little dazed and distant, his green eyes looking a bit droopy and making Asa look like he's a little sleepy. Even his scent smells sweeter and stronger than usual.

"What's the matter?" Asa asked Javi as the latter continued to stare at him.

"Nothing," Javi replied before looking away. "Uh. . . Are you in heat right now?"

"Isn't it obvious?"

"Well, I'm quite surprised that you can hold yourself together despite being in heat," answered Javi. "Minsan kasi may mga dumidikit sa 'kin na mga omega doon sa restaurant, and it's really hard to deal with them if they're in heat."