"How's it feel to be dead?" Draco cocked his eyebrows
"Quite nice...I don't feel like I'm in constant danger so that's a plus" I teased
We sat on his bed and talked all morning, he seemed a little on edge.
"What's the matter?" I asked
"What do you mean?" He placed his hand on mine
"You're acting different"
He sat for a second playing with my bracelet
"I have to leave for awhile" he finally admitted
There it was.
"For how long?" I choked
"I'm not sure yet." He said softly
I couldn't help but think about the dream I had, I didn't want him to leave...it felt as if something bad was on its way.
"Hey...don't worry...I'm sure it will be no longer than a week" he lifted my chin
"I'm not worried" I tried to cover up the fact my stomach was in knots
"I'm not stupid Jones"
"When do you leave?" I coughed
"Tonight"
"Tonight?!" I stood from the bed
"And you wasn't going to tell me until when?" I spat
"I planned on telling you yesterday...but-"
"But what?"
He leaned forward on his elbows and breathed
"Exactly" I scoffed
"What do you expect me to say? I didn't tell you...I'm sorry, there's nothing I can do now" he stood up
"You are going out into danger, you can easily die at anytime! And yet you wait to tell me now that you're leaving tonight" I scoffed
"Are you really mad about this?" He joked
"Yes I am...I can lose you and you think this is a joke"
"I'm not gonna die jones...I've done this for years, why do you care now?" He shouted
"Because everything is different now Draco...you know that" i cried in anger
"Is it?" He scoffed
"You're joking right?"
"You act like we're dating...as if I need to tell you everything that happens" he laughed
What if I was wrong about him...he could easily be using me just to protect his family at this point, I wouldn't put it past him.
"No you're right...you're completely right, safe travels...see you when you return" I left slamming the door behind me
I sat in my room for the rest of the evening, I know Draco is suppose to leave at any moment...I just stared at the door hoping he'd walk through.
I seen a shadow appear under the door frame, it stood there for awhile. A small piece of parchment slid under the door and the shadow disappeared.
I got up from my bed and picked up the parchment and began to read:
"Y/n,
Forget what I said...it's not what I meant. Of course everything is different now.
I'm sure you're asleep right now, I just didn't want to wake you. Knowing I'll be home and with you soon is the only thing that will keep me going these next few weeks.
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Fanfiction⚠️UNDER EDITING/REVISION (changing y/n to Myla)!⚠️ (this story is still available to read) Everyone has that one person they can't stand...y/n Jones absolutely despises Draco Malfoy. Is there a deeper reason for this feud? no one truly knows why th...