Beaming With Joy

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AnnaLeigh Moore

I spat out my drink and dropped the cup onto the bench.

"She's what!?" I shouted as my eyes widened. Lovisa gave me a confused look as she put her drink down.

"You didn't know? She's about 2 weeks so not much but she told me a couple of days ago. I was shocked when I first found out because she's 18 but ya know" she said as I gulped.

I couldn't imagine Scorpius being a farther, nor Bonnie being a mother. Poor fucking child. I do understand why I wasn't told, I mean imagine if you got told that your ex's mistress is pregnant. Not something good to hear.

"Thank you for telling me, Lovisa. I really need to find Kehlani but let's catch up more some time" I smiled as she nodded her head and poured herself another drink.

I turned around and stalked through the party trying to look for her. Finally I saw her on the couches with Albus, Tiffany and Pandora. They were drinking a laughing.

"Hey *hic* Anna!" Albus shouted as she jumped up and hugged me.

"Hey.... Albus" I chuckled as i pushed him off me and back onto the couch.

"Where did you go?" Kehlani asked as I squeezed my way in between her and Albus. She was clearly as drunk as Albus was by now but had a good way of hiding it.

"I was talking to Lovisa" I said as Kehlanis eyes widened.

"Lovisa Weasley? I love her!" She said as I nodded.

"Yeah... she uh- she informed me that Bonnie is preggers" I said as her mouth fell open in a silent gasp.

"No fucking way" she held her mouth open as I nodded my head, taking a sip of my drink "That's fucking crazy"

"Yeah she's about two weeks along" I said as Kehlani shook her head.

"We should go talk to them" Kehlani smirked as my eyes widened and I shook my head.

"Lani no-"

"Bonnie! Scorpius!" Kehlani called them over from the conversations they were having in the corner as they stopped and looked towards us "Come here, duh!"

Bonnie and Scorpius made their was over to us, hand in hand. I wanted to disappear right then and there. A growing pitting feeling in my stomach danced as I shrunk into the sofa.

"Zabini" Bonnie greeted as she turnt her nose up into the air.

"Bitch don't act like you someone" Kehlani scoffed at her up turnt nose "We called you over because apparently you're pregnant"

"Wha- who told you that!?" She squealed as Scorpius drifted off to some place else. He had his head turned and was eyeing the other girls dancing.

For a moment, just a small moment, I felt sorry for Bonnie. She is pregnant with his child and he's eyeing other women and not even acknowledging her in the slightest.

"Lovisa" Kehlani answered as Bonnies eyes squinted and looked towards the bar.

"God, she has a big fucking mouth" Bonnie mumbled "Yeah I'm pregnant but it's not like I'm a child, I'm 18 nearly 19 and Scorpius and I are so happy–aren't we babe?"

Bonnie turned her head and noticed Scorpius eyeing other women, her face dropped for a moment before a sickly fake smiled spread on her cherry coloured lips "Babe?"

"What?" Scorpius turned his head towards Bonnie. Finally acknowledging her and us "Why are we over here?" He said with a scoff as he glared at me.

"They know I'm pregnant" Bonnie answered as Scorpius rolled his eyes "We're happy, aren't we?" Bonnie smiled as she wrapped her arm in his.

"Beaming with Joy" Scorpius mumbled. Bonnies smiled falter for a second before she turned her attention back towards us.

"To be honest, I didn't even know that your 5 inch lizard with spitting string, Malfoy" Tiffany spoke up as Scorpius snapped his head frowned at her.

"Wait is that the Scorpius that cheated on Anna?" Pandora asked Tiffany quietly as she nodded "You're a real piece of shit" Pandora scoffed as Scorpius just rolled his eyes.

"How far along?" Albus asked as Bonnie smiled.

"About two and a half weeks" She answered gleefully.

"Poor child" I mumbled under my breath but just my luck that Scorpius heard and chuckled.

"At least I'm getting somewhere with my life" he replied to me as I laughed.

"Getting your girlfriend pregnant at 18 and being at a party with her while eyeing other women is not getting somewhere in life, dumbass" I crossed my arms over my chest as I sat up in my seat.

"I have someone that I love and that loves me so don't even say shit to me when you're lonely and single as fuck" He spat as I stood and shook my head.

"If only you knew, mother fucker" I Whispered under my breath as his eyes widened. Fuck he wasn't supposed to hear that.

"What's that supposed to mean?" He asked as his hard frown faulted and replaced itself with what looked like... jealousy?

"Nothing–I didn't say anything" I I brushed him off as I stepped back to my seat.

"No, fucking tell me–" he reached out a grabbed my hand harshly, the one he had previously wounded as Albus, Kehlani and Tiffany stood up to defend me.

"Don't fucking touch her" Kehlani scolded as Scorpius didn't let go or loosen his grip one bit.

"I'm giving you one more chance to let go before I go full lesbian mama bear on your arse" Tiffany got real close to him before he scoffed and let god of me, taking Bonnie by the hand and dragging her away.

"Fuck he's an asshole" Pandora scoffed as I pulled my arm towards my chest and held my wrist in my other hand.

"I'll be in my room" I said quietly and before anyone could process I was up and walking towards the stairs.

Once I got to my dorm I closed myself in and locked it.

I fell to my bed and as soon as my head hit the pillow, a sob left my mouth. It was uncontrollable. I didn't understand why it had it be me that had the abusive ex.

And as much as I will hate to admit it, Scorpius was right. Where am I going relationship wise in my life, where did I actually think Draco and I were going to end up?

I held my wrist my to my chest as I started up into the ceiling. I had charmed it not too long ago to look like the night sky. It was calming. The way the dark colours moved and stars twinkled in my eyes. It was silent.

This day was a blur, from getting caught by Mr Zabini to the incident I had with Scorpius, I just wanted to wash it all away.

I stood up from my bed and walked towards the bathroom, in desperate need of a bath.

Something in my head was telling me to let Draco go. That this thing we have between us was never going to grow and wasn't going to end good.

But my heat was telling me something different, it was telling me that–that I love him.

I fell in love with Draco Malfoy and there was not a god damn thing I can do about it.

Hey pretties!

Sorry I was MIA for a few days but it's been crazy. I'm back now and will upstate more😗

Next chapter will be bizarre🥲

Word count 1257.

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