The best mistake 2

59. Too late..💡

Auden POV

As soon as she says the last words I stand there in shock

She wouldn't hurt herself that way would she? I've always been so selfish complaining about the smallest shit when my twin sister is trying to kill herself.....

A tear rolls down my cheek as I look at her, still not believing what she said.

She let go off my grip and starts walking to the bathroom

"Em, please- let's talk" I choke on my own words

She just keeps walking silently crying, but I stop her, trying not to hurt her

"I love you so much emery" I put my hand on her jaw and make her look up at me

I don't really know what I'm going to tell her, I'm not very affectionate...I've never been good with words

She just looks at me fully crying, I instantly pull her to a hug

"I can't live without you emery, you are the only one that understands me, that helps me, the only one I can fully trust. You can't just leave this world-"

I hold her tight as she cries

"I can help you, just don't hurt yourself I'm begging you, please-" I break down crying

Fuck Auden why are you so soft when it comes to your family.... I hate crying

I keep talking after a while "You are stronger than that, whatever you are going through you can do it, I can help you, no matter what"

She pulls away and looks at me with a small smile "thank you" I nod and stand there

Not really knowing what to do, just thinking of the worse. She could of be dead by tomorrow if I don't help her

Just like our grandma...

"When" I think out loud

"When what?" She asks still recuperating from crying

"When did you start... hurting yourself" I look at her eyes, and see guilt in them

"Can we talk about it another time... tell dad and mom I'm sick. Tell them I threw up"

"I'm not doing that Emery, you need to tell them, they can help you, don't worry I will be right by your side when you tell them I can eve-"

She cuts me of "you are not telling them, auden just give me time, please" She looks at me with puppy eyes "It's going to break their hearts"

I'm not going to fall for that, is the only way I can help her

"I'm not doing that emery, after dinner we are both going to tell them"

"AUDEN! EMERY!" I hear my dad scream

She sights and fix herself

I walk downstairs and sit on my usual chair "why did you took so long?" My dad asks as Emery sits down

"We were just cleaning our room" I say and my dad and mom look at me with a funny look "what now I can't clean my room?"

"It's just not something you...do" my mom says

Halfway through dinner my dad finally stops talking about his meeting

"Why are you guys so quiet?" My mom asks especially talking to me, I guess I talk a lot

"I'm just tired" I look at emery and see she hasn't eaten a thing, I feel so bad

"Can I go to bed? My stomach hurts" she says looking down

"Of course honey, you want me to make you some tea?" My mom asks softly

"I think you should finish your food em, you need to eat more, you barely eat-"

I cut him of "can we talk to you both after dinner?" I ask them eating the last piece of meat

Emery looks at me with a terrified face "actually we don't have to talk about anything- I'm going to sleep. Love you all" she says with her voice shaking

She gets up and my dad follows her

My mom looks at me with a confused look "Do you know what happened to her?" I move my head up and down

I grab my moms hand and lead her to mine and emery's room

When we walk i see emery arguing with my dad

When she looks at me she starts crying "please don't" she says softly

My dad and mom look at me confused and I put my hands on my head stressed

Just do what is best for her.... she needs help

Emery POV

I never wanted any of this to happen, they have already so many things to take care off, and now my shit

but I have to lie, I know it's a serious topic and not a think to joke about

But it's the only way of getting out of it....

Why can't I keep my mouth shut, I'm so stupid, I can't tell my family I hurt myself, it will kill them

Why can't auden keep a single secret...

I keep crying thinking of how broken my parents would react if I tell them I tried to 'kill myself'

I can't do that. No matter what you do they will get hurt emery....

"Can someone explain me what is happening?" My dad asks clearly getting stressed and preoccupied

I just cry looking at Auden. Don't do it, don't do it, don't do it

He starts walking closer to me, but I take a step back terrified

"Em, it's going to be okay" he tries to convince me but I just shake telling him no

He takes a big breath "Mom, Dad" he turns around facing them "Emery needs help, she....... tried to take her life"

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Omg! How do you think they're going to react? 😟
Is emery going to tell them the truth?
How are they going to take it...🥴

Just imagine Hardin finding out...
Should I do a hardin or tessa POV?

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