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We don't prepare ourselves for when we get the news that "he left the band" or if "they're breaking up". Hoenstly, we just live in the moment and enjoy now. When someone disses on our idols, it upsets me for two reasons. One, because they're the reason I'm still walking this earth. Two, I know deep inside that one day they will be doing something else and be there for their family, not for us. Let us have what we have now while it is still here. Be there for us when the ball stops rolling and tell us it is okay when they're living their own lives and when we want to be happy that they are happy, but it's hard, because they were there for us through everything and now they're gone into another way of living. It's selfish of us, but maybe one day after it ends, we'll get over it.

For now, live in the moment. To hell with whoever says shit about your music, your band, your idols, about you and your fandom family. Be happy and even in the end everything will be perfectly okay.

I love you