Dear diary, I have a secret. A big one. No, I didn't sleep with anyone, or do something horrible to my best friend. But if she knew, she'd run. They all would. It's eating me up inside not telling someone. A giant monster twisting and churning in my gut. The little demons in my head dancing around, laughing at me, taunting me. I hate it. But one day, they'll go away, it'll go away... All of this will just go away. And that's the day my secret will go to the grave.