I was 12 years old when I got sexually abused .. How will I live I asked myself , shh tell no single soul or else you'll pay he said . Why did you start this .. I was just a child .. And then I knew why ... Because I was vulnerable and little. No one will ever believe you anyway he said . I don't want to stay here anymore. I feel dirty , mama why do you leave me with him ? And my world blacken and I was alone again...