dear diery, i am too occupied yet generosity has always been my flaw as to save a scrape of minutes just for your beloved presence, so let's get this over with quickly. as you know, doing you is an obligation rather than the mere selection for a hobby, in which I am bound to by a pinky swear I took with my therapist back when I was ten. as I neglected you long enough. the urge to confine my duties to you only grew larger. so a quick recap for the last couple of days shall do the salvation...