"You can't do this Dylan. Especially when you don't -" I grabbed her neck, pulled her to me, and crashed my lips to hers. She pushed my arms at first, then just held on tight. Because sweetheart, you have no idea who I am in bed. She will need something to stabilize her. She will need water for thirst from shouting. She will need an excessive amount of sleep. And she will be hungry when I'm done fucking her. Maybe this is the stupidest decision I have made in my life, so far. Maybe I should have tried to push her away harder. No matter what, I can't lose her, my best friend.