Am I A Monster?
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  • Reads 540
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  • Parts 17
  • Time 2h 30m
Complete, First published Apr 03, 2023
Mature
WARNING: Sad subjects, $uicidal/depressing subjects

Shoto Todoroki, slowly progressing to socialize more. Learning day by day, has been talking and opening up more and more. Overall, has been quite happy... that is, until his life takes a turn for the worst. Getting bit by a vampire, never something he thought would happen to him. However, according to Todoroki, it's complete hell. His life only gets worse, and when he slips up, it gets more worse. Revealing dark secrets within him don't help either, but when a certain green-haired boy comes around, Todoroki learns that thing may not be so bad after all. What happens when Midoriya finds out about his best friend's vampirism?
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