Can a depressed girl with a dark mind fall inlove This story is about a girl who thinks she's incapable of love. She's afraid of falling inlove or loving another. She's afraid that when she finds love she won't be enough,she won't be able to show love, affection, emotions and care. Why was she sniffling she was crying and why the fuck am I nervous and why is my heart beating farster. "no dear I want to talk to you I don't know how to say this but your friend has passed away." I felt my heart stop and my mind going blank as I heard those words come out of her mouth I couldn't move I froze right there and then,as a million thoughts came rushing in my mind.