I am gracefully in love ( or enthralled , whatever floats your boat ) with a man who I will never be able to be with. And it is just my luck he knows nothing of this fantasy or what my gaze for him meant. z h , I am indisputably , irrevocably , most certainly in love with you, and I fear you will shatter my heart into a million tiny pieces and leave me picking up the shards like no one has before. But for now, lets live the moment. :)