Sometimes loneliness all you have in your life ...the same goes with me ..I live in a huge palace which is filled with silence a huge silence .. their are colours on the wall but something that lacks them is happiness ..and now it can't be expected as well . Life changes you know ! The ever joyous and prosperous Dwarka was now nothing but a mass of land that contained nothing but sorrow. Ever since Krishna left not even a single child of Dwarka giggled neither any adult ever smiled . Roaming in the huge royal palace of Hastinapura my eyes fell over something which made me stand still forgetting the world Abhi ' s portrait ! No ! Don't ! Don't you dare shed tears , you silly girl ! Why can't you accept the fact that he is no more ! Why can't you ? Years have passed everything has changed , Subhadra . Everything . So now you should change as well . You are no more that 16 year old naive girl but a grandmother ... Understand your responsibility ! Loneliness is no more just a part of your life ...now it's your entire life , got that ! Bhrata krishn won't come to console you anymore neither their are Arya ' s palms to wipe these tears , all you have now is loneliness ! So learn to supress your cry ... As of now be ready to fake that smile infront of everyone . My mind reminded me as I following its instructions faked a tight lipped smile exiting .
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