First installment of my series- "Try to break me" This story contains reid x hotch, jemily, destiel, and someone you can put for sam. Contains 3rd and 1st person writing. TW FOR R@PE AND N0N-C0N WITH A MINOR, FL@SHBACKS, SELF H@RM, GRAPHIC BL00D AND G0RE AND TR@UM@ RESPONSES LIKE DISSOCI@TION AND DERE@LIZ@TION. DO NOT READ THIS BOOK IF YOU CANNOT HANDLE THAT, YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. This is also something to do to help me cope with repressed memories that popped up recently. Some of these scenes are based on things that happened to me as a child. I may describe some of these TWs wrongly, since i've only had partial/body fl@shb@cks. This is also based off of my desired reality, where it's cm + spn.