(l/n)(y/n) is a first year at Nekoma High. With her parents gone all the time, she's left alone a lot and struggles with her happiness. Although, she masks that when she interacts with the kids at school. She ends up joining the boys volleyball team as their manager, and in that position she becomes friends with them, and is closest with Kuroo Tetsuro and Kozume Kenma. Turns out that the outcome: a love triangle. With Kuroo and Kenma both having feelings for her, things get a little more complicated... !TW! Heads up, this story is going to have a few really dark themes. This story will include SH, bullying, suicide attempt, panic/anxiety attacks, and depression. That's what I can think of so far. I will put an extra TW in the chapters that have it. Cover art credit: @ST_sisigh on Twitter DISCLAIMER I DO NOT OWN HAIKYUU OR ANY OF ITS CHARACTERS, I SIMPLY OWN THIS STORY LINE