***sequel to If By Chance *** In any given moment at any given time your life can change. Jordan Jacobs knew this all to well. I stared at Alex. Her voice boomed through the bedroom as she starts cleaning it. Her demeanor towards me has changed completely but yet again so have I. My dreams no longer there. My happiness completely gone. I take a swig of the bottle that resides on my bed stand. "You don't have to clean my room. Just leave it be and go." My tone is very bland. "You have got to get your shit together!" I laugh loudly at her words. Getting my shit together is far from easy. If only she knew this is who I was now. That good girl has completely vanished from inside of me. "Listen, I like trying to have fun as much as you do. But you need to realize you have responsibilities. You do good for the most part with going to work. Then you come home and the first thing you do is grab a bottle."