All I could feel is pain. There was no way to escape. All I want to do is put a razor to my skin, and cut deep. No one will ever understand me, I'm just a miss understood 13 year old girl. A lot of people say "You shouldn't be feeling like this." But I can't help it. Society is tearing me apart. If I'm not this I'm that, and if I'm that that I'm this. Everyone wants to compare me, I don't know why. I was not put on this earth to be compared. I just want to escape, to get away from everyone. It won't cost me any bad to remove people from my life. The only place where I can actually be what I want to be is in my dreams. It may sound like I'm suicidal. I can admit yes I've considered the thought. But suicide won't cure any problems for me. At this point it could only do worse. There are so many labels. Everyone thinks because I know a lot of people and I'm well liked, that I'm happy. NOT TRUE. I can't tell anyone how I feel, because they will just think I want attention. It's NOT TRUE.