She laid on my chest. After another 20 minutes she was asleep. I kissed her forehead and began packing my bags. Once I had all my things, I wrote a note. It consisted of everything I wanted her to know, I just couldn't have told it to her face. It said: Hey princess. If you're reading this, then it means I'm gone. I didn't want to leave, but I had too. I'm sorry, but please just get over me. Because if you don't, then we'll both be miserable. I promise one day I'll see you again, I can't promise it'll be soon. But one day when you wake up, I'll be there, just waiting for you to snuggle up close to me. I love you princessa, always remember that. My love to you always, Matthew. I walked out of our small apartment, leaving all my savings on her nightstand. I hope she understands why I left, and hopefully one day she'll forgive me. contains sexual content