If I knew that going on tour with my brother's band after what happened two years ago would end up like this, I'm not sure I would have gone. **DISCLAIMER: this is not a fanfic! I know that Ashton Irwin is the cover and this is a story about a boy band, but it is NOT a fanfic. Sorry if I disappointed you. Maybe I'll write one someday. But maybe still give this book a chance? :)