So back on September 16th, 2016, I had a miscarriage and it wasn't my fault this guy was abusive and did not want me pregnant at all...And on September 24th, 2017 I had a missed miscarriage and I blamed myself because I was under so much stress and I just couldn't believe that I had another miscarriage some say it wasn't my fault...Which it isn't but you know how female brains work...I may have only held my babies in my womb for a moment, But I will hold them in my heart forever...For they will always be my angel babies...My Child Did Exist I didn't bring this up for sympathy I just want closure to let people know that my child did exist...If I upset anyone I am truly sorry as can be I just could not resist and Say That My Child Did Exist Whether People Like It Or Not!!!