COMPLETED "Letting you go was the hardest thing I ever had to do" Have you ever felt so numb that you feel like you are disappearing? That your heart is tearing it self apart? That your life is over? Estelle Bellemore is devastated by the absence of her lover. She feels her heart breaking at the fact that she can't speak to him. It's too hard, but at the same time it's the one thing that can mend her broken soul.