Journal Entry – My life, my everything, The boy who was the center Of my world. He's gone. He told me that he'd never give up And that he'd never leave no matter How depressed he was. I kissed every inch of every Scar there was on his beautiful body. I kissed him, engulfed him in Cuddles, told him how much I Loved him. I guess it wasn't enough to keep Him alive. I need to be with him, so here I am, leaving as well. No one will see this, but if you do, This is goodbye. I love you mom, dad, and mali, you Loser. Thank you for raising me To be the person I've grown to be To this very day. Ashton, Luke, thank you for being My best friends. I love you all. This isn't your fault, don't blame yourself. Please. This is my decision. Yours truly, Calum Hood