Everyone knew, that's what hurts me the most. Everyone knew, yet nobody had told me. Let me rephrase this: everyone knew but me. Probably it was because I was too blind to see the truth, or maybe the reason lies behind the fact that I get attached to people too easily and later on I only see what I'd like to. I am deceived by my own self. I don't really know. All I know is that now it's too late, although when I came into the picture, when I realized it was already too late. I just was not aware of this.