december 16, 2018
i wake up and snuggle more into billie. she moves away from me then rolls over and groans.
billie: baby it's hot as fuck
i get out of bed as she falls asleep again and grab a towel and the bluetooth speaker then head to the bathroom.
billie: where you going?
madison: for a shower, go back to sleep
billie: leave the door unlocked babygirl
madison: no
she looks at me and i smile then close the door. of course i'm not gonna lock it, i'm just kidding. i turn on some music then get in the shower. a few minutes later the door opens and billie walks in. i wash my hair as she starts to brush her teeth, leaning against the wall looking back at me.
madison: what are you looking at?
billie: something sexy
i roll my eyes playfully.
madison: can you grab me a thong and bra from our room please?
billie: our room?
madison: yeah, of course. what's mine is yours.
billie: so this house is mine
she smirks
madison: woah there buddy, you're getting there. get me some clothes please
billie: nah
madison: bil
billie: enjoy your shower
she finishes brushing her teeth then walks out taking my towel with her and leaving the door open must i add. after my shower i turn it off and walk out of the bathroom and straight to billie that was lying on the bed playing on her phone. her eyes make their way to me and her mouth opens, phone dropping out of her hand. i grab my towel that was hanging over her shoulder but she puts pressure on her back so i couldn't grab it.
madison: babe give me my towel
billie: fuck you look so hot
madison: give. my. towel.
billie: or what?
she grabs my waist and pulls me onto the bed then sits infront of me, bringing my legs over her thighs and gripping onto mine.
madison: bil i'm wet
billie: for me?
madison: not in that way you idiot
i grab my towel and cover myself with it. she looks me dead in the eye and i gulp. her hands travel my body and she lifts me up onto her lap where as i wrap my legs around her. her tongue slips out and wets her lips as she pulls me impossibly closer and our lips finally touch. the kiss was full of nothing but hunger. her hands roamed my body as we made out for a few minutes until there was a knock on the door.
billie: yo?
denzel: billie you free?
she looks at me, her hands still wandering my body. i begin to kiss her neck harshly leaving marks.
billie: n-nah why?
denzel: okay, nothing i just needed something from you quick
billie: wh- ight man go ask dani or something
we hear footsteps fade and she pushes me down onto the bed. she kisses me then sits up.
billie: you should get dressed
madison: i thought-
billie: yeah but now i'm not in the mood
i frown at her and she smiles, observing my body before letting out a soft sigh.
billie: you're perfect
madison: you are
i get dressed while she waits on the bed for me then we go downstairs together. i hear a familiar voice and billie looks at me confused
larri: where is this bitch i thought she would be down here by now
madison: LARRAY IS THAT YOUUUUU
larri: MADISONNNNNNNNN
i let go off bil's hand and jump down the remaininng stairs, running into him, both of us falling to the ground laughing.
larri: it's been too long
madison: i know
we get up and everyone is just looking at us.
madison: you've met finn and them right?
he nods and we both turn to bil.
madison: larray, billie, babe, larray
larri: hold on, did you just call her babe?
i nod and he hypes me up while i laugh. i've known larray since pre school so we basically grew up together. he moved to new york with twaimz. billie grabs me and kisses my forehead. she moves her face to my ear
billie: i'm going home
madison: why?
billie: i don't want to ruin it for you and your friends
madison: what's mine is yours
billie: i'll see you at home alright?
madison: i love you
billie: i love you too princess
she kisses me and then says bye to everyone else and leaves. nobody asks why she's leaving so soon. she must feel pretty left out if i'm being honest.
larri: so what do you guys wanna do today
and we all agreed to go shopping then after that a skate.
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larri: twaimz is throwing a party and everyone's going you guys should come.
and without hesitation once again, everybody agreed to go. we got in our cars and followed larri's directions to the house which was about 2 hours away. when we got there we all began to chill. larri sat with me and we caught up alot. isaac walks towards us holding his phone.
isaac: guys, billie's here
madison: what? how do you know?
he shows me jahseh's story. it's a picture of him and billie outside this house and he's @'d twaimz' instagram account.
madison: when did he post that?
isaac: 2 hours ago
madison: she'd be drunk right now if they stayed. a little too drunk.
larri grabs my hand and we start to walk around the place. all of a sudden we bump into someone singing that llama song i've only heard once.
madison: twaimz?
twaimz: happy llama, sad llama, mentally disturbed.. MADDIE!
he pulls me into a hug and we both watch as larri gives us the ugliest look. we laugh and he looks at me.
twaimz: girl it's been so long
madison: i knoww
twaimz: i heard about you and billie
madison: oh, yeah we're actually looking for her right now
twaimz: last i saw her was the by the pool
madison: thank you so much
i hug him and larri drags me out of the kitchen and into the backyard. i immediately spot blue hair. the figure turns for a split second but long enough to confirm it's billie. she was sitting with a group of girls, one of them really touchy, but she seemed to let it happen. they sat next to the pool in the backyard just talking and drinking their drinks. i let go of larri's arm and walk up behind them and as a joke push her in the pool.
billie: BRO WHAT THE FUCK
her voice was raspy as she carried herself out of the pool and straight towards me. the smile on my face fades when she slams me up against the fence and her face gets close to mine. i let out a groan from the pain but she doesn't react to it.
billie: don't ever fucking do that again
she was breathing heavily and her breath smelled of hard liquor
madison: what have you been drinking?
billie: why the fuck should you care?
she pushes off me and sits back down with the group of girls, not hesitating to take her shirt off and throw it to the side, although that changed nothing about her being wet. i look at larri and he gestures for me to go get her. all of a sudden she starts making out with one of the girls. all i could do was just stand there and watch in shock. jah runs out and grabs her then drags her away
billie: GET OFF ME BRO THATS MY BABYMAMA
he pushes her inside then grabs the keys to his car.
jahseh: i shouldn't have brought you here
he looks at me and gives a look asking if i want to come. i nod and follow them to the car, sitting in the back seat, bil in the pssenger. throughout the ride she would talk every now and then, telling jah about her feelings and stuff, not realising i can hear everything. suddenly she gasps
billie: can you take me to madison's house?
jahseh: i think you should go home
billie: bro please i wanna see her i haven't held her in so long.
he takes a deep breath
jahseh: fine
my heart aches at the state she's in. i find myself tearing up but that stops when she starts talking and suddenly i fjnd my whole mood switched up.
billie: you know, i'm dating maddie
jahseh: yeah
billie: she has such a pretty pus-
jahseh: don't finish that sentence
billie: but bro she's so thicc. how did i get so lucky.
jahseh: she loves you too. do you love her?
billie: what if i said no..
my whole heart broke. the tears flowed down my face as i slumped in the back seat and looked out the window, waiting to get out of here.
billie: i mean, maybe it's just that i'm drunk and i really do love her but something inside me is saying i don't actually love her and i'm using her because she makes me feel safe and grounded.
jah pulls over and i realise we're outside my house.
jahseh: before you go inside, think for a second. get some fresh air in your system.
i open the car door and close it softly then go inside. taking my clothes off i get in the shower. after a while there's a knock on the bathroom door.
billie: maddie open the door
madison: i'm in the shower
billie: i don't care open the door.
i turn the shower off and wrap my towel around my body then open the door. she stands there, in her tracks and a bra, hair in a bun. she just stands there for a while before pulling me into a hug. it wasn't tight, but it wasn't loose either. when she lets go i point to the bed.
madison: go to sleep.
she walks over to the bed and lays down. i start to get dressed as she talks to me.
billie: jah took me to this party. and this girl pushed me in the pool i swear i was gonna fuck her up.
madison: mhm
billie: i didn't though.
madison: mhm
billie: i missed you when i went home. mom told me i shouldn't have but i told her i didn't want to ruin your time with your friends cause if i was there they would think i'm taking you away.
i get in bed with her and she tugs on my shirt.
billie: your not wearing one of my shirts to bed?
madison: i wear your clothes too much
billie: no you don't.
madison: go to sleep, we'll talk tomorrow.
billie: i love you
madison: i know
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