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~Eijiro's POV~
"....I'm sorry
I don't think I caught your name
I'm sorry
I don't think I caught your name~...." I sang to myself in my room while doing some homework. It's been about three and a half months since Midoriya left.
Most of the class is happy that he's gone, I say most because I still feel guilty about it. I know that if Midoriya had at least one person to hang onto he wouldn't have left, but I let my friends influence me I couldn't be that one person.
Now he's gone and it's my fault. Recently, Bakugou and Uraraka started dating, no one really believes it'll last anyway.
Some time last week I was searching through YouTube since I was bored and Bakubro had a date with Uraraka. I came across a video, I touched it accidentally but I listened to the song the guy sang.
His voice sounded melancholic but angelic in a way. I was immediately drawn to his music, I subscribed and saw the name as I did so; it was °Dekiru Smash°. The smash reminded me of Midoriya and it made me lock myself in my room for the whole week, crying myself to sleep.
My favorite song right now is the one he just uploaded 'Therefore I am'.
*Knock knock knock*
"Come in" I said pausing the song from my iPod and removing my headphones
"Hey Eiji" Denki said entering my room making sure to lock the door behind him. Recently Denki and I got closer, he doesn't like the fact that I still feel guilty about making Midoriya leave but he's nevertheless been my shoulder to cry on
"Hey Denks" I mumbled going back to my homework
"What's wrong" he asked sitting beside me on my bed
"Nothing" I said putting my headphones on again and playing the song only for Denki pause it again. He took off my headphones and brushed my hair out of my eyes
"Eijiro" he called, when I didn't answer he sighed "Eiji, I know you feel guilty about Midoriya leaving but you can't let that hinder you"
"Denki, how can I call myself a hero if Midoriya was right in front of me but I refused to help him!?" I asked tears threatening to fall
"Eijiro" Denki scolded "you can't keep beating yourself up about this!"
"Why, just because you're happy about it?!" I asked standing up dropping my book and pen
"I may be happy he's gone but that doesn't mean I expect you to feel the same!" He yelled back standing as well
"THEN STOP!" I yelled breaking apart. My tears falling freely "STOP SMILING LIKE WE DIDN'T LOOSE SOMEONE WHO WOULD DIE IF IT MEANT TO GIVE US THE SIMPLEST THING AS A SMILE! THE SAME PERSON WHO BROKE HIS BONES OVER AND OVER AGAIN TO BE STRONGER TO HELP US! THE SAME PERSON WHO RIPPED HIMSELF APART TIME AND TIME AGAIN JUST FOR THE SURVIVAL OF THE NEXT GENERATION! FOR ALL WE KNOW HE COULD BE DEAD BUT YOU WOULDN'T GIVE TWO F🤗S ABOUT THAT NOW WOULD YOU!?"
"You're making it seem as if I just straight up told him to go die" he grumbled rolling his eyes sitting back on my bed
"Get out Denki" I said clenching my fists unconsciously activating my quirk
"What?" He asked looking at me like I've grown two heads
"Leave Denki" I said putting more emphasis on my words
"Fine" he said getting up and slamming the door behind him
I leant on the wall and slid down slowly. Denki and I have the same argument once a week, but in the end we always end up cuddling in my bed at night when no one knows or expects it.
I don't know if that's normal for two same gender friends to cuddle in a bed made for one person accidentally kissing but not really caring.
RIIIIING!
RIIIIING!
RIII-"hello?" I answered the phone
"Eijiro?"
"Hi mom" I said wiping my tears that still didn't stop coming
"Eijiro, did you argue with Kaminari again?" She asked in that sad mother voice
I sighed "yes mom" I said looking out of the balcony door
"Eijiro, why don't you two just talk?" She asked
"Mom, how would you feel if you listened to your friends instead of helping someone in need?" I asked "and I'm scared"
"Scared of what Ei?" She asked supportively
"Lately I feel weird around him" I said hugging my knees closer "my heart beats faster, my mouth feels dry, it's like it gets harder to breathe, my hands are clamming and I just want to grab him and-and-and, I don't even know!"
"Eijiro...... I think you like him" she said
"Mom there's no way" I said shaking my head even though she couldn't see me "I mean, for starters we're both guys-"
"That's no excuse" she scolded me
"-well, he's straight" I said shrugging
"What makes you say that?" Mom asked
"He's showing all the signs" I said shrugging again "he's always looking at girls and commenting on them"
"Doesn't necessarily mean he doesn't like boys" she pointed out
"Why do you always have to be right?" I whined
"I'm your mother Eijiro Kirishima! What do you expect?!" She asked
"I know, I know!" I said before sighing "I'll see you Saturday mom, we can talk more then
"Of course Eijiro" she said "take care now"
"You too, bye mom" I said hanging up only to get a text
💥BakuSquad💥
TapeDispenser:
Dinner time homies!
AlianQueen:
YASS! FINALLY!
ChargeBolt:
FOOOD!
BakuBitch:
Shut it extras
RockHard:
Coming
I turned off my phone and went to my bathroom. I washed my face to get rid of the evidence of me crying. I put on a red shirt and lazily made my way downstairs
"Hey Kirishima" Tokoyami said passing me on the stairs
"Hi" I said. He wasn't bothered by my mood or lack thereof anymore.
Everyone just got used to the fact that I'm sad about Midoriya's departure and doesn't give a shit anymore. Everyone but Denki. The thought of him makes the blood rush to my cheeks
I quickly picked up my dinner and sat where I normally would. "Thank you for the food" I mumbled before eating
"Hey, Kiri" Sero called after dinner
"Yeah?" I answered looking over at him
"You wanna watch a movie?" He asked grinning
"No thanks" I said stuffing my hands in my pockets
"You sure man?" He asked again forrowing his brows
"Yeah I'm sure" I said nodding
"Alright, but if you want to just know we'll be down here until nine" he said smiling
"Okay" I said walking off. I got to my room and flopped into my bed
*Knock knock knock*
~who could that be~
I got off the bed and opened the door "I'm sorry I yelled at you" Denki said entering my room, locking the door behind him
"It's fine Denki" I said sighing
"No it isn't" he said wrapping an arm around me "I'm sorry"
"Denk-hmmpf!" I was cut off by Denki's lips connecting with mine
I hesitantly kissed back. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer. He cupped my cheek with his other hand while our lips molded together in perfect sync. I wish we could've stayed that way, but due to us being human, we need to breath.
"I-I-" I cut him off pecking his lips once more
"It's fine Denki" I mumbled against his lips
"I love you Eijiro" he said kissing my neck
"A-ahhh~" I moaned softly closing my eyes. I hesitated
~Do I love him?~
The words of my mom echos in my mind
"Eijiro...... I think you like him"
I began to really think about it, eventually I came to the realization that; I do love him. I love him more than anything!
"Eiji-" I cut him off, smashing my lips onto his. My hands went to his golden locks tugging gently "gnnmm~"
"I love you too Denki" I wispered against his lips
~I love you~
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