"baby wake up" i say shaking y/n "it's dark outside"
she shrugs her shoulder away from me and covers herself with the blanket. holy shit i'm naked. i totally forgot i fucked her this afternoon. i bite my lip remembering. i put my boxers and clothes back down and headed downstairs to see her brothers.
"hey where's your dad?" i ask cause i haven't seen him in a while and y/n hadn't heard from him yet
"uh" nathan says
they look at each other and look back at me. i stand there confused as fuck but i know it's something bad
"he died." josh blurts out
my eyes widen and my mind immediately goes to think about y/n and how she was really looking forward to learn more about him.
"does y/n know?" i ask them
they look at each other again
"no" nathan says with a stuffy nose "we were thinking about asking you to tell her"
my mouth drops.
"cause she's happier with you mattia" josh adds in
"i- i don't know man" i tell them "i hate seeing her cry"
"please mattia i don't like seeing her cry either"
i sigh "fine i'll tell her when she wakes up"
"tell me what" i hear y/n say at the end of the stairway
i look back at josh and nathan and they give me a look.
fuck me man
"uh let's go somewhere" i say
"sure where" she asks
"i have a place in mind" i reply "just do get ready"
i smile at her and she smiles back. please don't let that be the last smile
a few minutes later she finally comes down.
"i'm ready" she says
"let's go"
"bye guys. i love you and don't forget to tell dad ima be home late" she says as we walk out
fuck. we get into the car and start to drive
"where we going" she asks with a smile
"that defeats the purpose of it being a surprise"
she giggles "shut up"
i smile and rest my other hand on her thigh rubbing it with my thumb. she puts her hand on my hand and looks out the window smiling. a few minutes later we get there.
"what is this place" she asks "you're not gonna kill me right"
i look at her dumb
"really?" i say
"i was kidding idiot"
i put my hand out and she grabs it. i guide her through the woods til we get to the bench. as soon as we get there i turn my head to her and see her eyes light up. a smile forms on her face. she's beautiful bro.
"it's beautiful mattia" she says smiling hard "how did you find this place"
"i go here when i need to think" i reply "it's beautiful being this high looking at all the city lights"
"it really is" she says smiling "what did you want to tell me tho"
my slime drops. way to ruin it
"let's sit on the bench yea?" i say
we head our way there and sit
"uh nathan and josh told me to tell you cause they couldn't"
her smile drops too
"who died lol"
wtf lol?
"uh your dad" i tell her
she sits there. stares at the ground.
"say something baby" i say grabbing her hand
"oh" was the only word that came out
she faces towards the city view and rests her head on my shoulder.
"are you okay y/n?"
"i'm fine my love" she says not making eye contact with me
i rub her hand and kiss it. i don't know if she's fine or not.
few weeks later.... y/n's pov
"y/n! y/n!" i hear dess yell as she waves her hand in front of my face
"yea what's up sorry" i say snapping out my thoughts
"are you okay?" taylor asks
"yea i'm chillin why everyone on my dick" i say aggressively
"cause you've been off for weeks now" devyn points out
before i could say anything mattia came. i smile immediately so he doesn't have to worry about me.
"hey love" he says sitting next to me
i smile "hi baby"
"you okay" he asks me
i look at a the girls and look down but look back up at mattia.
"yea sure" i say
he gives me a weird confused look and just goes along with it .
"uhm i'll be back" i say
"where you going" mattia asks
"bathroom"
after that i made my way to the bathroom. few minutes later the door opens and it reveals mattia .
"baby what're you doing here. it's the girls restroom" i say
he walks closer to me. he didn't say anything and i was confused so i kept walking backwards until i hit the wall. our faces inches apart.
"you've been stressing lately baby and i can see it" he whispers to me
"i-i'm not tia" i say breathing hard
he leans in more and our bottom lips are touching making my body heat up.
"let me help" he says as he puts his hands on my waist and pins me against the wall harder.
he starts to kiss on my neck making me moan a bit.
"daddy we're in school" i tease
"mhm keep calling me that" he moans as he unbutton my pants.
"i want you pounding into me right now" i whisper "make me scream"
"i would but we're in school" he tells me
"so that never stopped you" i say
"i know i just wanted to get your mind off of whatever it is you're on" he says worried
"mattia i'm fine" i try n convince him
"you're not y/n & that's okay. you don't have to put an act on for me"
as soon as he said that i started to cry uncontrollably. it wasn't even funny. i couldn't stop.
"baby calm down. it's okay" he says trying to stop me
"mattia. make. it. stop." i say balling my eyes out "NOW" i yell while so many tears are falling
"what's wrong?" i hear dess,devyn, and taylor say when they walk in
"i told her she didn't have to act like she was happy in front of me and she started crying and now she can't stop" he explains
"what do you mean she won't stop"
i'm right here they can literally ask me myself.
"do you not hear her right now" he whispers to them as my breathing gets harder and more and more tears fall down.
"make. it stop. make it stop make it stop" i say crying even more "HELP ME"
they all gather around me and do a group hug and i start to calm down. as they pull away mattia trips and lands on the ground. i start to giggle and everyone looks at me.
"sorry" i say putting my hand over my mouth
i look back on the ground and see mattia still trying to get up and start to laugh again. they all look at each other weirdly and start to laugh with me
"good to know my pain is funny" mattia says getting up from the floor
next thing i know i couldn't stop laughing.
"h-he's in p-pa-ain" i say in between my giggles
"y/n is it that funny" he says
i nod while i'm laughing and he laughs too
"as long as you're smiling my love" he says hugging me
"k stop with the relationship shit. i'm single i know it don't gotta remind me" devyn adds in
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"mattia what the fuck" i say when i approach him
this chapter is so bad because i'm running out of ideas so can y'all like be active and drop ideas you guys wanna read 😭😭😭
to be continued......