And I've went past the numb stage
Where everything felt old and aged
Not wine, more like old cheese
And the next stage is sorrow
Doesn't go away today or tomorrow
Cause I'm tired of fighting against it
Now I just wanna sit back and wallow
Till the end of my days, alone and hollow
You don't know how much I've tried
To get out of what I thought was a phase
But at last I realized I'll be trapped in this dark haze
Forever, gone are the hopes of that better place
You could tell me the world is ending and I'll be unfazed
Cause mine already did a long time ago, my soul undone and erased.