Gulf's
Sighs... It's been a month since I came back but still, he wouldn't spare me a little time for us to talk. How can I tell him everything? Not only that, every time I tried,he always hurt me by pretending that he need to leave first to be with his new 'lover'. Even though I know that it's just a lie,it still hurts me. Actually,even if it was true...I will accept it. I just want him to know the truth,the reason for my sudden disappearance. The last time I tried to talk to him was three days ago. Sometimes I thought of giving up. I have my pride too,but what can I do? I love him. Three days ago, I decided that if he still didn't talk to me...I will follow his wish. To stay away from him. The things he said that day really hurts me. He thought that I will just give him some lame excuses. Athough I know that what he said is just because he is hurt too. But still,it went straight to my heart. I remember every word he said.
'If you're just gonna give me petty excuses like you were dying or whatsoever...just stop it and stay away from me.You're wasting my time.'
That hit me hard...is me dying is just petty? After he said that, I can see that he regretted saying it. But his damn pride is really annoying. I say sorry and left the place after that. And now it's been three days. I busied myself with work now. After recovering, my Dad asked me if I want to take over the company and I agreed. I'm glad that they changed now. I guess, me dying was my parent's wake up call. Now they made sure that they have time for me. Actually, no one knows that I am related to 'that' Kanawut..I always told them that I just have the same surname but not related. Even Mew didn't know. I planned to tell him everything after our graduation but sadly...I didn't get the chance.
*Knock knock*
Oh right, I'm at my office right now.
'Come in'
'Hello there my bestfriend/boss' my bestfriend/assistant Mild came in holding something I hate...papers.
'Is that urgent or..'
'It's urgent..stop slacking off will you' Mild scolded me.
'I'm just asking you idiot..besides,I am the boss..I can do what I want.' I said smirking
'Yeah yeah and what? go to that stubborn man and get rejected again?' I keep quiet hearing that. He saw my reaction and apologized.
'No,it's okay...you're right..I..I just wanted to clear everything before I start to move on.' I told him sadly.
I told Mild everything after I came back. At first he scold me like a mother,but at the end of the day..he is happy that I am back and well. Well,aside from him.. Tong,our other friend and Mew's bestfriend knew everything. But he promised not to tell Mew.
'hey~ what's your plan now?' Mild question brought me out of my thoughts. I smile at him sadly..
'I'll grant his wish. I'll stay away. If he wants me dead then..he could think that since I'm supposed to be dead anyway. Maybe it's time to just let go of everything.' he nods at me and patted my hand that is on the table and then he went back to work.
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Mew's
Fuck! I think I really went overboard. Of course I didn't mean every words I said...It's just that Ahhh~ why the hell my stupid mouth said that to him? I am hurt yes, but hell...I've been waiting for him to return....but now.. 😔 I really think I messed up. It's been fucking three days...No showing up,no calls or even text messages. What if..what if he gave up this time ? Shit!
Mew picked up his phone and call Gulf's number,but it's unattended. He tried several times but still the same.
'ahhck Ffuck!' why can't I reach your phone? Did you block me or...I almost throw my phone when my bestfriend who also my assistant came.
'oy bro...what did your phone do to you that you tried to throw it ?' he asked me. I sighed and told him to sit on the couch while I stood up from my chair and sit there also.
'I think I messed up' I start telling him everything that happened three days ago. And damn..he looks like he's about to murder me..I know I'm wrong saying that but...
'You fucking told him to die!?'
'whoa ...I didn't said that..'
'It's the same thing you idiot! What if he really died?' he cut me..and what's with him? I told him already that it was out of impulse.
'Why are you so worked up? I told you that I didn't mean to say that to him.' I reasoned out
'yeah you didn't...but did you tell him that? fuck Mew,,Why didn't you use your brain first..and you told him that? to Gulf? who almost lost his life two years ago...and you said you still love him? the hell man!' my brain stop working the moment Tong mentioned about Gulf almost losing his life two years ago. Was that the reason why he disappeared? was that what he's been trying to tell me all this time? Fuck!
I'm looking at my friend like he grew another head. Realizing about his mistake,his eyes widens and his mouth is gaping like a fish out of the water. Now I am the one looking at him like I'm about to murder him.
'Sit back down' I told him when he tries to escape.
'Mew'
'Tell me everything and don't try to lie.' I cut him. he sighed and told me everything. From the accident,Gulf's real identity,why I was not informed about what happened,everything. I didn't noticed that I'm already crying silently. I can't believe my baby went through all that pain. I thought,I was the only one. I thought he just left me but knowing that I almost lost him without even knowing...I hate myself. I hate myself from pushing him away everytime he wants to talk to me.
I can't hold it anymore and just cry. Pulling my hair in frustration..How can I face him now? I took out my phone again and try calling him but still..the same result.
'Fuck fuck fuck!' I keep hitting my head. Tong hold my hand to stop hurting myself.
'I can't contact him Tong...I need to~ *sobs* I need to talk to him,I need to see him....please Tong help me.' I pleaded. Tong pulled me to his arms and calming me down.
'Stop it Mew...I will help you..Let's go..We will go to him..Let's go to his office now..come on..fix yourself up.' I followed Tong instruction and fix myself. We are now on our way to K Corp. 'please forgive me baby please' I keep repeating it in my head until we reached our destination.
We get on the elevator and Tong pressed the floor where Gulf's office is located. Getting out the elevator,the receptionist greeted us. She knew Tong from what I can see. Tong asked if Gulf is inside but before the lady can answer,we heard someone called Tong from behind. It was Mild.
'Oh..you're here too?' Mild said uninterested. I swallowed my pride and asked about Gulf right away.
'Is he here Mild? please tell me he's here...I need to talk to him' I begged him.Seeing my desperation he sighed. He told me to follow him inside Gulf's office.
'I wish I can say that he's here,but he's not.' Mild said
'Where is he Mild?please 🙏🏻' I really need to know.
Mild look at Tong,who look apologetic. Mild shake his head.
'tell me first,what are you planning to do if I tell you where he is?' Mild asked me
'I will talk to him. I want to win him back Mild' I told Mild
'After telling him to stay away? he is granting your wish now. You should be happy.' I know Mild is angry at me but he can scold me all he wants after I get my Baby back.
'I know I hurt him,but I didn't mean it..I love him..I never stop. I just want to know how far he can go to woo me..but I know I went too far...that's why I wanted to talk to him.I will do everything to win him back.' Mild is smirking in his mind..they didn't know that Gulf is listening. Mild secretly called him when they enter the office. Before he can answer Mew,he received a text from Gulf. He smiled then he look up to Mew.
'hmm..are you sure you're not gonna hurt him again? he went through a lot Mew just to get back here..to you,but you...'
'I know Mild..just give me a chance to fix everything. I can't lose him again Mild.' I cut Mild.. I felt relief when I saw him nods. He smiled at me,but the next thing he said made my heart sunk.
'He's on the way back to London..
*😳* BUT!!! he'll come back..He is needed there urgently. Maybe two or three days..Until then,you can think of some ways to woo him. You hurt him bad you know. He actually told me earlier that he'll give you up this time for real.' my heart clenched at that info..
Tong and Mild laugh at Mew's reaction. But at least,there's still hope.
'I will make you mine again Baby'
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Yay!!! Done wth the first chapter....hope you like it..
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sorry for the errors 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻